Sunday, September 6, 2009
how am i feeling now???
with regards 2 my previous post...
my result actually is Distinction level... with this assignment it pull down my whole grade...
i have written 2 SIM - RMIT for a remark by another lecturer..
though i noe quite impossible but i have done my part..
even if they dun allow...
i will also accept with the fact...
as for work... on Fri 4 Sep... i went 2 boat quay 2 drink with one of my ex army friend...
this is the 1st time in life i drink until that state...
a state where i was sooo high...
i noe wat im doing... but i cant control wat i talk... haha...
i asked my frenz 6 times where are we...
i saw 2 guys wanna fight but i dunno why ppl shld fight...
i dunno why we need $_$
i dunno how much i need 2 gooo home...
i dunno alot of things... haha... during that time... time realli passes sooo slow...
and i keep talking 2 remind myself 2 keep myself awake...
but miracle is i manage 2 gooo back home on my own...
haha...
as for today... i slpet till 1:33pm... i myself quite shock also coz i seldom slp till sooo late...
think im tired coz of fri drinking and sat gooo jurong safra sing ktv...
my feeling now is nooo feeling...
bcoz i dun wan 2 think of anything...
pen at 6:22 PM
Thursday, September 3, 2009
hai... *take a deep breath* hai...
1st thing i wan 2 thanks kerwin aka win and yongqiang aka qiang for your console...
been sooo many years of buddies... know when i got problem give me advise and console me...
especially win... u urself got problems le... still call me and ask abt me...
im quite touched... really... buddies for sooo long... and both of u are still my best buddies...
mostly abt work stuff... i dun wish 2 comment here...
but... for those who know the whole stories...
its a big big thing for me that i cant even react or breathe...
its sooo big a problem... anyone pls raise up your hand if u know in front is a pool of shit and u still will jump inside...
that is my situation now...
there is always opportunity for times like this... and i myself know it...
but... if u know my situation... u will understand wat i mean...
b4 opportunity start... i have already sink inside the pool of shit...
to have opportunity i need 2 have good support... sooo how can i rise and shine when i cant find any opportunity...
if i cant find opportunity... how can i survive... and u are pushing me from the top... thx man... and this is wat u always dooo... that is why even at crisis our turnover rate still sooo high...
to cover ur backside... sooo im the one down there...
sooo have u think and plan carefully... NOOO!!!
my previous company i have 6 subordinates under me sooo i know how 2 manage and i know wat are the keys 2 be a successful leader... but... I NEED THE RESOURCES...
WHICH LEADER CAN BE A SUCCESSFUL LEADER WHEN HE HIMSELF BEING A LEADER HAS NOOO SUPPORT...
whereas for studies... i FAIL MY ASSIGNMENT...
THE 1ST TIME IN UNIVERSITY THAT I FAILED...
i got confident in my project but i still fail...
pls dun bullshit and say i will learnt from my mistakes...
becoz im totally confident in wat im doing...
i shld not get this grade... for my whole of uni... this is the worse lecturer i ever seen...
my overall grade for uni is very near to Distinction level...
and this result is pulling me down...
and if the next assignment she fails me again...
i will flunk this module...
IM DOING MY BEST FOR MY STUDIES AND CAREER AND THIS IS WAT I GET...
sooo wat im being promoted... sooo wat im the head...
the best thing is the HR called and say my title for now shld be an executive...
GREAT... they promote me in jul and dun change my title...
all this bad news are driving me crazy...
at this pt of time... i really start 2 see more n more clearly who are those who realli cares for me...
pen at 10:58 PM
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Why are all these happening now...
pen at 11:04 PM
