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Thursday, May 1, 2008
1st time feel that life is sooo vunerable... :'(Today is a night i will never ever ever 4get... Its the 1st time i feel that i was dying... Its the 1st time i have this type of feeling... The pain... Words cant be explained...Here the story goes:I ate my dinner at 5+... Surf net at living room till 9+... Feel thirsty drink a glass of milk... After drinking, bring my lappy gooo inside my room... Lie down and surf net like a Pa Di Xiong... After surfing for awhile, suddenly my tummy very pain... IS REALLY BERI BERI PAIN... ITS CRAMP!!! 1st time in my life i have stomach cramp...its totally different from stomach ache...I was sooo pain till till i roll on my bed awhile... It was sooo pain i cant take it... Faster gooo toliet and try to vomit... See will help anot... Vomit but nothing comes out... I was squating at the toliet bowl... BUT... the pain just will not gooo off...Headed back to my room... The pain is unbearable... On my bed, sitting or lying down could not help... I could not take it... Bring my weak body back to the toliet and still cant vomit out anything... Sunddenly.. I rem hot water will help...I quickly gooo take hot water drink... While walking there... My legs are very wobbly... I could not take the flask properly... My vision is abit blur... But still i pour out the hot water and mix with plain water to drink... While i was drinking i feel that my legs are giving ways but i force myself to stand... After drinking... I sit beside the gas area... I was pain till i dun feel like standing anymore... While i was sitting... The pain is getting stronger and stronger... AND... I REALLY FEEL both of my hands turning colder and colder... Tears roll down both my eyes uncontrolled by me... I WAS SOOO FRIGHTENED!!! My dad is sitting at the living room but i got nooo strength to shout out... At this point of time... I feel that im more n more nearer to the gate of hell... Suddenly feel like vomitting... Drag myself back to toilet again... This time around finally vomit something out... I want to vomit the milk out but i cant... The pain just will not gooo off... Suddenly there is a flash and my head is heavier... I tell myself i cant faint... I must hang on... Drag to living room to take tissue paper... Wipe myself... And just crouch at there... My dad ask me wat happen... tell him tummy ache... he ask me afternoon got eat anot... i say got... at this point of time i need help... and he keep asking me question... I later ignored him and went back to my room... I lie on my bed... BUT the cramp is just there... Forcing the muscle to the centre area... I could not take the pain anymore... And start moaning... Alerted my bro... He say u ok mah... Got sooo pain mah... Then he ask my straighten my body but nooo help... Den he walk off le... FUCK!!! Mine is not those simple pain... Its the 2nd time in my life that i moan... Coz its the pain that is tooo unbearable... He just dun treat it as something serious... At that time i feel like calling the hopsital... Coz i feel like i might leave anytime... My dad den came in... Ask me questions again... I just keep moaning away... He den say he call my mum... WAT!!! I was sooo in pain but u dun care and call my mum... And say wait for my mum 2 come back... Its not a laughing matter and u dun care...After putting down the fone... He gooo take oil and help my stroke my tummy... The cramp part is sooo HARD... The pain just will not gooo off... But... suddenly... after awhile... the stroking dooo helps... And the pain starts to get off me... the harden area oso starts to lossen... Its then im ok...My mum came back... she said something i feel quite touched... She is the only person in the family that i feel that she cares... She says "your dad call my and make me scared... Mi heard liao both my legs and hands almost nooo strenght, almost scare me 2 death"... Among all my family members... Only she cares... An important lesson learnt and i noe who cares for me...If u are going to ask me why initially i never stroke my tummy... i can say... i got stroke... but onli stroke a few times...PS: Never Lie Down After Eating / Drinking
pen at 10:22 PM
