Wednesday, September 24, 2008
The higher the hope... The higher the disappointment...My law result i aim for a high distinction or at least a distinction...but... its a credit... totally fell 2 the bottom of the pit... Suddenly all my motivations all are gone... some1 please help me~~~ ='(
pen at 11:19 PM
Got back 1 of my test and my individual assignment...
Accounting test: 19/20 (High Distinction)
Individual assignment: 17/25 (Credit)
Im very happy for my accounting coz i get a HD... anyway... i think most people get HD but its ok... i know i did my best... =)
but for my individual assignment... IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!!! im sooo sooo sad... 1 more mark... and i can get a distinction... JUST 1 MARK... i put in sooo much effort in this... but what i HATE MOST IS THE LECTURER... if the lecturer in the early stage has clear all doubts... in the 1st palce i will not be out of point... and end up using 2 days to redo my whole assignment... somemore my report the lecturer write GOOD EFFORT... Good effort only get 17... but the good effort makes me a little not sooo sad...
i got high expectation... my expectation is not a distinction but a high distinction...but now... not even a distinction... hope the group assignment can pull up my grade...but~~~ im even more worried for that... hai...
i tried to be the best in everything... Love, Work and Studies...this test totally let me nooo mood for todays lesson~~~ 2 more results not out yet...
Exam is coming soon but touch abit only...
pen at 12:11 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Most guys are bastard!!! if u cant be a good bf / husband... then what for ruin a gal life...dont waste each other time and youth... if u want to be with the gal... treat her nice and wholeheartedly... not treat her nice b4 getting her... but changed after that... and dont change after u get married... dont take things for granted and cry like a baby after u lost it... dont be a sore loser!!! dont f***ing throw a guy face... if u want 2 have a gf / wife... treat them like u want them 2 treat u... U ARE NOT A F***ING KING!!! and control your f***ing brain / mind... you cant be that f***ing weak right!!! if u cant... cut off your own peni*... stop giving excuses and going to dirty ktv!!! dont throw a guy face... but i know at least 50% - 80% of the guys gooo that place... SHAME ON U ALL!!! I DISPISE U ALL!!!gooo 2 westin and jump down!!!U CHOOSE YOUR LIFE = U CHOOSE YOUR HAPPINESS HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE...
pen at 11:52 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Im back!!! sooo long never blog le...today im going to talk about alot alot of things~~~ due to this whole week unable to concentrate on my studies...from last sat till now... totally nooo mood 2 revise at all...Will motivate myself to study from next week onwards...Till date... have done 2 tests and 1 individual assignment and 1 group assignment...Group assignment last week handed in... Another assignment i used my blood and sweat 2 rush it... But i got feeling of unable to get High Distinction or a Distinction... Coz alot of factorsfeel that never cover properly... Hai... =( but still very gald that everyone from the group really did their best... but feel that quite alot of communication breakdown...now at least i know what are the precaution measures to take for next sem...Only can pin on my individual assignment... my other 2 test im satisfied...Hope this sem all the 3 modules i can get High DIstinction... This is my aim~~~but stupid thing is the assignments and test results near exam period then will know... +_+"my birthday is coming~~~ hmmm... initially quite happy coz its coming...but~~~ now... the feeling... i also dont know... 2 and 3 years ago there was some1 special celebrating with me... this year and last year... abit not used 2 it... coz i preferred to be attached... dooo i sounds like a girly??? hahaha... =X in Libra horoscope... it says that Libra needs LOVE... i think this applies to me~~~ heeee... dont know when my next some1 will arrive~~~ at times... feeling quite lonely...im gald i got friends around me... at least got them 2 make me dont think sooo much...im striving hard... focusing on my studies... but at times... i need kind of energy 2 push me also... i think this is the reason why this week i never revise... recently also meeting up with people that i quite long never meet up~~~let nature takes it course in everything... coz i believe... when LOVE comes... it will come...sooo i will patiently wait for it...juz that... celebrating birthday with friends... and celebrating with gf is 2 total different feelings...2nd year of loneliness birthday coming soon~~~
pen at 11:39 PM
