Simple Life

Mixed Feelings

2011-06-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

It has been quite awhile since i last posted... think going to be 2mths...

hmmm... today i will be talking abt my career path ba...

I'm going to tok abt 2 mixed feelings... i already passed while the other is an upcoming event...

Due to commercial reasons my company resigned from West Coast project that we are in and i cant revealed much here too... i had mixed feelings coz i will be leaving behind my security guards and cleaners... till date they are the best... however overall it is good that we left... Last time in West Coast... initially i had a great team for awhile... after that... things are going down and down and down...

Currently im at Lavender and will be posted to Orchard with promotion in due course...

Of coz I'm very happy that i will be promoted... Within a year im promoted to manager... that is a big leap in my career path... and i will be taking alot of decision on my own... of coz im excited and looking at taking up this roles and responsibilities...

however on the other side... this means i will be leaving my current team... i love my this new team... within such a short while going 2 leave them for good... there are alot more feeling that i wanted to say... but shall not expressed it here...

Singapore Elections~~~

2011-05-07T00:28:00.003+08:00

Ok... the general election for Singapore is getting very hot...
that is why now den i voice out my own comments...
those who are pro opposition supporters i strongly advise u not to read...
hahaha... sooo u guys shld know which party is support!!! PAP!!! yeah...
im thinking on a Marco level and not a Mirco level... please dooo not comment on anything negative on my post... as i juz mentioned... its my post!!! thanks...

WITHOUT PREJUDICES

i personally feel that opposition is focusing on mirco instead of marco... they are focusing on items that in the long runwill have a great negative impact in singapore economy... singapore 1stly had to deal with marco level before they can tackle the mirco level... its not as simple as abc... not a policy that can be anyhow implemented...

opposition prosposed 2 use 60b which is hugh amount of reserve will be expended... they did not take into account of singapore going into war, if any disaster is going 2 hit singapore and other factors that affect singapore thru global... which all these are systematic risk which cant be avoided if they will to land on singapore... for war might need abt 200b if use american as an example and japan's disaster recovery needs 300b... in this world anything can happen... in the past ppl thought there will not have any war at war therefore all of them let off guard... what is the end result??? world war 3 and japan launch an attack globally... another instance is last time china during the Qin dynasty, they were being attacked by others... another issue is the water issue... there are few ocassions that singapore and malaysia had conflicts abt this... hence the govt started 2 build reservoir and new water plants and im sure more and other plans are coming... sooo as to make singapore sustain and need not dependable on the rest that much... all these are for illustration purpose... sooo anything and everything also can happen hence have 2b prepared for all types of incidents and scenarios in case they happen... the resources must be able to sustain all these and remaining 4 rebuilding...

there are also other types of funding needed... for instances reclaim land, govt building dams 2 prevent singapore from flood... though currently singapore plumbing systems and drains are getting bad as possible of more choke or other system that might need improvements... there are also road works, highways, expanding mrt, military fundings and other govt spendings or expenditure... all these need $_$

one thing that the govt impressed and leave a deep impression in me... it is... they gave up selling land for investment which can immediately get 1 trillion sales off hand... however they gave up this plan... instead build IR for singapore coz they wan singapore to distinguish themself and let singaporean have some other leisure!!!

moreover... look at current singaporean spending power!!! we are one of the strongest ppl in the world with high spending power... buying of branded stuff, car, house, travelling and etc... yet sooo many ppl are making sooo much noises!!! juz because they themself unable to save, unable to make planning well and wan to live off the govt... since ppl like 2 compare... how abt comparing to malaysia... i have frenz relatives who had not even walked into branded boutique before and they are really struggling with day to day living!!! they have cheap houses and car and their daily necessities is crazy!!! corruption is high... for your information... singapore is one of the most transparency country in the world!!! normally ranking 2 to 5... singaporean cant plan well therefore taking more n more loans from banks thus living off daily to pay their debts!!!

as for foreign worker... if u think u can dooo better than them den prove to the company u can dooo it!!! thats wat i dooo and that how i proved it... its 100% proved by me and all the organisations that i worked for acknowledged my contributions and effort... its not abt complaining but by letting the top management know that u exist!!! how to dooo it???
next time when i publish a book i will tell u~~~ stay tune~~~

still wan unemployment benefits... reduce singapore gst... reduce hdb pricing... gosh!!! currently my earning power is not high either... but with financial planning... i got nooo problem with that... sooo wat is the big fuss... coz of increasing pricing and inflation right... ok... let me explained~~~

to my own knowledge... most singaporean are not poor... those who are really poor are the old age... those who are still young can still work... dunno wat are they complaining... if they scared their children cant afford it... its impossible... i shall not explain ur children problem here as other financial calculations needed to consider... for those earning power who are not strong should gooo upgrade themselves instead of keep blaming the govt!!! inflation is a MUST in this world... if govt is 2 contain and consume the rising prices... in the end all our reserve will not be enough during rainy days!!!

if opposition really wan to dooo all those that they commented... did they ever take into account of singapore currency!!! can singapore currency still be as strong as it used to be??? ppl wiil say... come on... lets try... never try never know... this is a country not a game... to recover the losses is bigger than wat u expected... if u say the govt is not doing anything... i will talk abt that later also...

wat i wanted to comment is... if singapore is really to implement all those... will investors still wan to invest in singapore??? please take into account of singapore economy stability and how are singapore govt going to take care and defense the next global economic crisis... the world crisis lifespan is nooo longer every 10yrs cycle... its getting shorter and might hit internationally anytime!!! which i realise that the opposition are not looking at all these aspects at all...

in my own opinion... singapore currency now is consider very strong... if opposition wan govt 2 implement wat they suggested... ask them whether they wan singapore currency to be 1:1 exchange rate with Malaysia or not!!! singapore has such a strong currency exchange rate all these while has got its reasons!!!

for many countries during their election... not a single cents is being distributed to the citizens.. singapore is only one or maybe one of the few that give package to the citizen... might not be alot... but at least they give... bcoz they know that gst must raise soon sooo they at least give abit... they can totally dun give at all!!! but some singaporean are not appreciative nor grateful at all!!!

recently PM Lee got post that he is sorry and will look into all these... as a political leader... u think ppl like 2 apologies to the whole nation... putting myself in his shoes... i might be that capable and putting myself down... he as a Prime Minister cant gooo back his words and im sure the govt will dooo something abt it... but all these plannings takes take and need alot of analysis... just hope singaporean can be more understanding and stop thinking for their own... i had workied for few companies... sooo i know for plannig alone needs alot of time... not to mention analysis... sooo singapore as a country will take even longer time... at least now the PAP is reflecting... im juz kind of worried for the younger generation PAP...they are still fresh and new... just hope that MM Lee or other seniors or experience leader can guide and groom them 2b the next leaders of singapore...

i would also like to comment on sinapore security and CPF system... how safe is singapore need not mention... how clean and green also... the tap u turn on everyday... the clean water everyday... be grateful... singapore cpf system is one of the best invention... as compared to HK... my frenz cant even afford to buy a house... rent is even higher... singapore govt at least let us have a root to cover...

nevertheless nothing is perfect... and lets look and move forward 2 a better singapore...
im sure everyone has their own sets of values, principles, mental thoughts and beliefs... for me i juz hope singapore can move forward... im sure that is everyone dreams... sooo lets all move forward from here...

things abt me...

2011-04-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

Recently i wanted to use my Iphone to blog... However realise that Iphone cant type any text... haha...

nvm... anyway finally im here again to update...

on Mon 4/4/11 i was sick... fever + cough + flu... but these symptoms started on Sun... and worst case is on Wed 6/4/11 i was sick again... but i take off to rest on that day... It was on Tue midnight 517am i was awoken by the gastric flu... the cramp is sooo serious... in my life... this is the 2nd time i had gastric flu... it is an experience i would never want to happen again... i woke up and try 2 find 24hrs clinic on my Iphone... 2 my shock that none of them is really 24hrs!!! not near my place... i tried 2 vomit for 1hr but nth much came up... cant lie down... and sooo pain~~~ i try 2 rub the cramp area but realise by that time i was 2 weak... slowly my hands start 2 turn cold... started 2b scared... and my whole arm slowly turn cold also... later on... my body starts 2 turn cold... the moment my body got a chill feeling... i immediately call out for my mum... nooo choice... i still have alot of dreams 2 settle... she tried 2 rub for few minutes and finally my body started to feel warm back... that kind of feelings... haha...

these 2 days of sickness made me started 2b very grateful to ppl ard me...
i had read The Secret and The Power but i never really practice gratitude till the day i fell sick... when human is healthy, they wan 2b wealthy, happy, cars, bigger house and etc... but when a human is sick... they just wan 2b healthy... if u are not grateful during your everyday life... it will be tooo late 2 dooo it when the time comes... and human will tend 2 regret... sooo wat is the point...

i used 2 hate books... but this year... only 4mths... i had read 7 books... i gained alot of insights and new knowledge and had a clearer goals of wat i wan... i also had more quotes... however im still learning... life is always abt learning new process... i will still continue 2 read books that are useful... however... i find out that... im very lack of actions... i will start with more actions... being on the same point is not a way out... i am referring to my life and career and everything...
a new quote by me:

Human waited and only changes dramatically in faces of crisis... I created crisis to make myself change change dramatically

Books...

2011-02-10T16:25:00.002+08:00

Today im on leave... actually wanted 2 read books and find a job...
but end up im engrossed with reading book... till recently den i read diligently read books that helped to increase my knowledge...
bcoz without knowledge... human is just an empty vassle or vase~~~
i had learned a lot from the books i had read and there is still much more for me 2 read...
if u wan to change your life... u must dooo something abt it...

u cant be telling the sky and urself that u wan ur pay to rise, wan a better job, wan start a business, wan 2 invest, wan 2 be your own boss but end up doing nothing, researching nothing and waiting for MIRCALES TO HAPPEN...

To me MIRACLES dun happen... It is wat u dooo that make miracles to happen... it is all about yourself...

We as humans... always listen 2 people advise... have
u ever sit down and listen 2 your thoughts... wat is ur real purpose of life... wat u wan your life 2 be for the next five years and how are u going 2 achieve it...

FACTS vs OPINIONS... wat are facts and wat are opinions... im getting more n more pictures of wat im going 2 dooo... how am going 2 dooo is not a problem... i just need TIME...
i regret that i disliked reading since young till recent... but im also glad that i had change for the better...

and im sure the next few years of my life will be great!!!

....

2011-02-08T22:28:00.002+08:00

These few days i cant login to my fb at home using my lappy...
but i can login using office laptop... hmmm.... kind of weird but its not important...

now feeling abit down... just hope things will get better...
just receive a call from customer and $(R#*$#^&^$... hahaha...
i always believed that this year will be a better year... though im feeling tired and demoralise at time... but i always try 2 hold this belief with me strong...

tired~~~

2011-01-12T22:35:00.003+08:00

Recently after work feel sooo tired~~~ tired tired and tired~~~
today not a very good day but try not 2 think abt it..
Nth can makes me fall!!! i will always stand and be happy!!!
i can and i will!!!
think i need more excercise~~~

Lots of Thoughts...

2011-01-06T22:38:00.003+08:00

Today i took OFF and rested at home and lots of thoughts going thru my mind~~~
Have u ever thought wat is the real purpose of your life???

If you had... wat is that??? to become happier or richer??? will richer realli made u happy and in wat way??? physically or mentally??? when at ur deathbed, when u reflect back, will u be happy for ur life, for ur own decision or ur whole life??? there are alot of wealthy people that are penny pincher... sooo will they be happy??? im not sure and thats not my problem... my pt here... and the idea that i wanna bring across is... WAT IS THE REAL PURPOSE OF UR LIFE... be it... it is simple or complex... more impt is u gonna need 2 have a direction... if ur real purpose is juz being rich alone, i can tell u at the end of ur life... u will get nth...

today... actually some times ago i had my ans... and i already know wat i wan... wat is the purpose of my life and how am i going 2 gooo abt doing it... if u are curious abt mine...
den u better forget it... coz its not impt wat is mine...
wat is the most impt is... wat is urs... wat is the thing u realli wan... i can reveal tat mine is related to monetary value tooo... but more than that... this have really made my life more meaningful...

alot of ppl has been praising abt other ppl but they never realise they also can be them or even better... be it charity, status, monetary wealth and etc... once u know wat u realli wan in life u will fight and be more enthusiastic in working towards it...
be it starting from small... never look down on ur own capabilities bcoz eveyone is unique and has its own values..

remember... when u are in a dire situation... u are not urself... u are juz being covered by dirt or mud... once all these dirt or mud are being wiped off... u will be bright and shine...

Mixed Feelings...

2010-12-20T20:01:00.002+08:00

Today I had mixed feelings...

Lets not talk abt today yet... shall tok abt something happy 1st...
Last mth i was been announced for promotion... Within 5 mths and im being promoted... but... i had mixed feelings...
Happy coz my capabilities are being recognised...
Mixed feelings coz 1stly im looking for new job and will be pursuing my dream job... Though still got nooo interview at the moment yet...
Not realli very actively searching too...

ytd and today feeling is 360 degree change...
ytd which is oso sunday, is the 1st time i in life that i went shopping alone...
1st time i felt that... shopping alone can be tat fun also...
maybe bcoz i noe wat im looking and searching for...
shop from bugis all the way to jurong point...
recently bought alot of stuff... approximately 10+ items and i love all of them...
ytd was realli a very fruitful day...

today... went 2 work in a high spirit... but... midway... my energy went to all time LOW...
its realli low... kind of being affected by it...
might be bcoz of i dun wanna stuck here... im sure things will be better...
im sure i deserve more than this... there is alot more for me 2 achieve and i can dooo it!!!
JIA YOU DIANHUI!!!

How am i recently???

2010-12-02T21:15:00.002+08:00

Another day and it will be 2 mths since i posted...
ok... how am i recently???
Life is great... definitely... but today work is bad...
tried 2 maintain a positive attitude but i cant... customer service is definitely not an easy line...
and for weeks i neck is beri stiff... feel there is a clog of blood at my neck there...
think might be due to my shoulder...
last week went for foot massage + shoulder did not help much...
think need 2 gooo for another massage for my back and shoulder...

good news is today uni result is released... finally... result not very good... but this sem is realli hard sooo as long as i can graduate and need not gooo back study again im beri happy...
recently looking for bank jobs and also reading up books...
i used 2 hate books but now i read them as i find them useful in life...
Andrew Matthew books is recommended...
recently juz finished reading THE SECRET... a very interesting and useful book...
recommended to read oso...
will carry on reading other stuff... if useful i will post here tooo...
last sunday start my 1st practical lesson for driving oso...
1st time im on the road already... and dooo U-turn somemore...
nervous, excited and interesting... there are more things i wanna dooo in life...
many more books 2 read...
and many Dreams to achieve...
at least achieve one of my Dreams!!! Degree!!!
i now and understand wat i wan in life...
now its time 2 execute and carry on with another phase of my life...
still looking out for potential to be my the other part 2... ^_^
life is short... muz stay happy, cheerful, healthy~~~
after typing... felt much better...

i would like 2 thanks everyone who have stepped inside my life...
be it whether u have much impact on my life...
my deepest thanks and gratitude that u can be part of my life...
part of my chapter...

With Love~~~

Quotes~~~

2010-10-03T20:04:00.003+08:00

All these quotes are written and thought by me, either inspired or triggered during anytime of my life...
i never replicate from anyone... however there are billions of ppl who lived before me sooo its common if its already written by others...
Date: (thety are the dates when i wrote the quotes... some cant remember actual dates)

1) Human Nature is Ever Changing & the Path of Life is Never Smooth~~~
Date: 2009

2) This is a chinese quote which i cant type... can take a look at my FB Notes... Thanks...
Date: 2009

3) Everything tat happens has its reason and lesson 2 learn...
Date: 2003

4) Stay Focus... Internal Locus of Control & Future Matters!!!
Date: September 2010

5) Love is Like Roses~~~ Once Withered~~~ Cant be Grown~~~
Date: 3 October 2010

6) If u DUN OPEN the DOOR of RISK... U will NEVER SEE the DOOR of SUCCESS...
Date: 30 September

7) Make Things Happen & Good Ones Will Follow U!!!
Date: 3 October 2010

Mixed Feelings...

2010-09-20T11:55:00.002+08:00

Do u have very close friend... Always hard to meet...
But when able to meet... U dun feel like meeting the person and u are not happy chatting with this person... but u still treat this person as a very very close friend...
Hmmm... its a kind of mixed feelings~~~

People who Inspire Me...

2010-08-24T22:09:00.004+08:00

Today im going 2 list down people in this world that inspired me...

1) Nelson Mandela (Ex Africa President) - his compassion touches the world...
2) Andrew Matthew - his books changed my thinking to became alot more positive...
3) Chris Gardner -
4) Steve Jobs - his speech at one of college graduation ceremony inspired me... video can be found from TED
5) there are many more which i cant recall... will update soon...

Updated on: 24 Aug 10

Past Few Days~~~

2010-08-01T03:19:00.002+08:00

This few days im truely happy~~~
however work is always busy busy busy... and more n more nasty customers... but i juz dun care...
i dooo my best and dun care the rest... u are in nooo position 2 doubt my company and mine capabilities.... my capability is far way better than wat ur pea brain thinks... dun be shallow minded...

work and studies is more n more harder 2 cope but im managing quite well... juz tat finance i totally lost in the world of finance... next sat test... dun wan 2 think abt it... juz dooo my best and topic is not given yet oso... +_+" this is my last sem and I WILL GRADUATE!!!

anyway... nooo matter how things turn out 2b... i juz wanna say... im happy recently... ^_^

Big ~DreamZzzz~

2010-07-13T22:18:00.005+08:00

It has been quite some time since i type down my thoughts... Thoughts that is deep in my heart or mind... im someone with big ~DreamZzzz~ but will they be fulfilled??? In the future... there are alot of uncertainty therefore its unpredictable...

This year i will be 26 le... Will it really happen??? i have been looking and searching ard... Waiting 4 the right time and opportunity.. I STRONGLY FEEL THAT IT WILL HAPPEN... with ~DreamZzzz~ comes HOPE!!!
However think most probably will be after my degree ba... i will try my beri best and hopefully this yr end i will be able 2 grad... FINALLY!!! i have waited till tis day 4 sooo long le~~~ working and studying at the same time is definitely not a pleasant thing but i never ever had any regret regarding this... coz working FT i will still have $_$ and the spending power... after i step into working life... i really prefer working 2 schooling... coz schooling cant earn u $_$
the feeling of being poor is definitely not a path~~~
though i born in the year of RAT but im definitely not happy in this RAT RACE...
i will be going towards the field of the RICH~~~

There are ppl who just wan 2 live a simple life and i used 2 thought sooo tooo... but there are times i saw on the streets or at my void deck... there will have pity looking elderly going ard 2 pick up empty cans in the dustbins... i thought 2 myself... will i be like them when i grow old???

im sure there will be ppl asking... if u slot sooo hard 4 money will u be happy in the end??? the answer is... i dun wan 2 work 4 money instead let money work 4 me... sooo i need not work sooo hard but the initial phase is definitely something not fun... i hope next time will not quarral with my the other half coz of $_$ coz i had heard of stories... married couples normally will either quarral coz of baby, money or parents issues... i had monitored the inflation rate and etc... how much ur pay increment can fight all these... i oso wan a simple life... and my simple life = need not worry abt $_$ and family living happily everafter...

Sounds like fairy tales but it can happen if u believe it can... in my eyes nth is impossible...

There are ppl who will spend pay checks by pay checks... some even have negative savings!!!
2b RICH... 1st step is 2 noe how 2 SAVE!!!
2nd time is 2 noe how EARN MORE!!! by complaining salary is not enough is not a solution... solution is 2 change it urself!!! BUT HOW??? Figure out yourself... the no. of millionaire in Singapore is counting more since the day pass by... IF THEY CAN DOOO IT!!! SOOO CAN I!!!

but im someone who also believe in Destiny and Fate... But i will still FIGHT AND STRIVE 4 myself...

i already roughly noe how much i need for wedding and retirement.. though now i dun even have a gf yet... +_+" but im someone who dooo not like 2 wait 4 things 2 happen.... COZ IM SOMEONE WHO WILL MAKE THINGS HAPPEN!!! i always had a strong belief in myself tat i will made a difference 2 this world... 2 my family and 2 ppl surrounding me...

i used 2 hate readings but now i had been picking up books and read... but now im more n more busy.. still i will try and gain as much knowledge as possible... knowledge is something tat can never be taken away from u... and u will never noe when u will need it... even if i never used... but at least im happy... coz i love 2 noe more things and learn new skills...

Btw... there are 2 skills which had been in my mind for ages but never had the opportunity 2 learn...
1) Piano
2) Yoga

hope can learn them... i love the music of piano~~~

there are ppl asking me wat is the criteria of my gf... the impt factor is feeling... however the most impt is someone who will not mind my height... dooo not wish 2 have the same experience 2 happen again... i had been single for 2yrs... if u ask me whether i still got any feelings or feel hurt... my answer is totally nooo... it had been healed 2yrs ago... but i learnt alot and oso after tat i get 2 even more clearer wat i want... but im somemore who prefer 2b attached rather than single... sooo im still looking ard~~~

Headhunted~~~

2010-07-12T23:30:00.002+08:00

Ytd nite i received a call again... its the same person again...
did i mentioned b4 that i was headhunted... i think i did... sooo yah...
heard from my ex superior that they are going 2 put me in management level...
this totally interest me... because the corporate ladder is where im aiming...
but cast off my mind coz currently in my new job and my last sem...
sooo lets see how things goes... but the feeling of being headhunted is definitely diff...
anyway... since im in my new job... im doing my best... and will always continue~~~ ^_^

quite long never update here le... im very touched and appreciated 4 those who will come in 2 see my blog and check up how am i doing... thanks sooo much... even if i dunno who u are.. ^_^ all the best for watever u dooo~~~
as 4 my personnal life... i shall see things goes ba~~~
things may not always appear 2 your liking sooo adapt 2 the circumstances and ur life will be happier... Happy is a choice~~~
The Pursuit of HappYness~~~

Sick~~~

2010-06-12T20:32:00.003+08:00

Throat inflammation for 4 days le... still have not recover... wednesday and thursday is the worse...
wednesday i slpt at 9pm!!! Gosh... the most earliest ever in my life~~~
thrusday i slpt after dinner.. sooo slpt abt 7pm and wake up at 9pm... dooo some company stuff den when back 2 slp at 10+...
till now still coughing~~~ X_x its the construction dust that made my throat like this de...
new job juz for a week and im sick... hope can recover soon~~~

btw... today beri sad and disappointed~~~ i seldom angry...
sooo pls dun try my limit... if we have a date or appointment in 1st place...
or if we agreed 2 watch something 2gether~~~
its a manners 2 let me know if u dun wan 2 meet me or watsoever...
at least let me feel that little appreciation...
this is my landmines and i hate people stepping on it...

Andrew Matthews book~~~

2010-05-29T14:08:00.005+08:00

The only author book that i will finish reading will be Andrew Matthews... Coz his books is sooo nice and i have learn alot from his books~~~ will be putting some of quotes and stories... a book which i highly recommended!!! His new book is "HAPPINESS IN HARD TIMES"...

Lesson 1:
Imagine u are overweight... u think u are not fat or blame it on others... end result: u stay fat...
Otherwise u can say "I am fat. I like myself whether or not I'm fat. I now choose 2 lose 10kg"... U acept where u are and u can move forward...

Acceptance isn't giveing up. Acceptance is recognition that, "That's part of my journey". Very often it means, "Right now i have nooo idea why this had 2b part of my journey but i embrace it anyway"...

Lesson 2:
A guy named Hong 1stly his wife died and he did cried for weeks but life still has 2 move on... he still has his son... he bought a bike for his son and his son died in a car accident... he went crazy and walk in the forest for 4 days... for 40 days he went ard some countries but still see his son whenever he gooo... however after he recovered he had nooo regret... He gave everything 2 his son... He wake up every day choosing 2b happy... Life is like a movie.. It's not the lenght but the quality that matters... There is nooo secret to happiness... U juz choose it...

TBC~~~

Things bought sooo far~~~

2010-05-22T18:52:00.007+08:00

Very long since i last update~~~
ytd is my last day at work... till the last min my senior manager still ask me to withdraw my resgination~~~ +_+" but im touched at least my capability and performance is being recognised by the top management...
i really have good prospect and promotion for this year and next year... within 4yrs i can become a assistant manager... but~~~ its ok... since i have made up my mind~~~
ytd i was beri happy... not bcoz of my last day...
but bcoz i received an unexpected call from someone...
i was being headhunted!!! to me... being headhunted by others is something that definitely prove my worth~~~ sooo will i gooo over??? not now~~~

im going 2 my new company~~~ and im looking forward towards it... however meanwhile i have 2 weeks break starting from now... my 1st day of work will be 7th June...
this month bought alot of things... after calculation i realise i spend finish my this mth pay and eating some of my saving... anyway payday is juz few days away...
following are things tat i have bought~~~
1) 3 tailored shirts and 2 tailored pants - $475 (for my new job)
2) sports shoes - $42
3) watch strap - $20 (previous watch strap in poor condition le)
4) nose trimmer - $28 (a muz need for guys)
5) dental - $300 (had 2 fork up own money 1st due to yet to receive from company)
6) Briefs & socks - $90

all these are wat i have bought... not yet add in my transport, food expenditure, bills, parents and etc... therefore... spend sooo much how 2 save... but its ok...
only these 2 mths i will spend more~~~ the rest of the months still can save... ^_^
anyway... i love to enjoy quality of life rather than being afraid of this and that and spend until very unhappy... life is short... sooo save and spend within ur control~~~ ^_^

btw... recently received my HSBC credit card bill...
Cathay had duplicate charge me for one of my transaction...
reason is due to that time the website lag and end up this problem... check my mail and there is no Confirmation of my order... had write 2 Cathay and lets see wat feedbacks and actions they will take...
sooo peeps dooo take note when the website is lag~~~

Type Off~~~ heeee...

烦烦烦烦烦烦~~~~

2010-03-17T15:57:00.004+08:00

烦烦烦烦烦烦烦...

when all things went well... why must this thing crop up...

now all my plans gooo haywire...

now very vexed over this...

somemore this coming sat i got test... hai...

but this thing keep popping up in my mind made me unable to concentrate...

hai... shall concentrate on my test... after sat den i start 2 think again...

hope i can~~~

Jack Neo Disgrace the Liang Family~~~

2010-03-13T17:22:00.002+08:00

I fully admire the courage of jack neo's wife. The benevolent love that she had for the family and most importantly all the pains she had suffered silently for sooo long...
Her words totally touched me... How can a love be sooo unforgiving... I think most probably is because of the kids... The kids will definitely be seriously affected too...

As for jack noe... he totally disgraced the surname of Liang... He should not have any surname... if he really admits his mistakes... he will not has sooo many scandals... and his words i cant sense any sincerity also... and look at his bloody face juz wanna faster end his words...

I juz dun understand why guys cant control their fucking small brother... are u guys really sooo weak to control... u all brainless people who cheated on gf or wife~~~

Long time nooo see~~~

2010-02-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

Looks like it has been quite long since i update my blog...
for those who will come see my blog...
i thanks for ur concern and support~~~

hmmm... recently quite down...
on jan i tendered my resignation... but after tat i took back...
for 2 reasons... 1st is i have not found a job yet... 2nd is im given an increment by my company president... but recommedation is thru GM... but im happy tat the company is recognising my capability and contributions towards the company.. for the past 1 yr i oso did my best for the company...

but now im slacking... coz things over here is getting worse 2 worse...
and i dun like... i can carry on working here... but i cant find any motivation anymore...
my internal locus of control now is zero... now is all due to exertnal locus of control...
the increment does not change any of my mindset...

went 2 a big company for interview and i failed the interview...
feeling quite down... and very disappointed with myself oso coz after thinking i realise i did not sell myself well... hmmm... but regret will not change anything...

and... recently i dooo something silly oso... after thinking... i not sure whether i have done the rite thing... after thinking... i shld not dooo that as it might let ppl get the wrong idea... i think its bcoz i yearn for something for very long le... still gonna wait for a year for it 2 appear... can i take it... i have 2 wait... and i have faith...

if anyone cant understand its ok... i dun wish 2 elaborate more either...

whereas for sch... i seems 2b slack oso... alot of things goin on in my mind...
would like 2 thx qiang for being a great buddy of mine and all this while has been sharing all my joy and sorrow with him... its really hard 2 find someone who u enjoy company with even when the both of u are quiet... we have alot of common thinking and i realli appreaciate that... though human is an ever changing creature... but till now... u are still my best buddy...

Batam Trip (24 Dec ~ 26 Dec)

2009-12-28T01:55:00.002+08:00

heeee... anyone miss me??? XD hahaha...
now going 2 update since going abt a mth never update my blog le...
wat im going 2 update ne???
will be on my trip 2 batam... 24 - 26 dec...

24 Dec (Day 1):
Reached batam abt 1pm... checked into our RTM resort's cottage and the sea view is quite nice...
gooo pray as there is a huge guan yin statue...
after tat nth 2 dooo sooo decide gooo town...
take cab to Nagoya... over there got a Polo Ralph store...
over there bought 2 polo and after that went 4 massage...
love the massage... its aroma massage... quite nice...
after massage went back resort for dinner...
for 1st day alone i spent abt S$150... almost scared me... haha...
most impt is i only change S$150 to rupiah... haha... sooo left abt 100,000 rupiah...
tat nite most happening...
coz after dinner went for foot massage which is inside the package... haha... 1 day massage 2 times...
after that is xmas countdown... we put fireworks...
super duper nice lor... i try the small fireworks...
the impact is big therefore need 2 hold onto it tight...
the bigger fireworks is much much nicer... 1st time put fireworks and will never forget it...
for whole life i really recommend to try it at least once..
sooo sooo fun and nice and beautiful the scene... but quite scary oso... haha...
after fireworks we xchange xmas gift... and oso we got take alot of foto..
coz the outdoor sea view is beri nice sooo we take alot of foto... heeee...
we oso played the monopoly card game... its sooo nice and we played for 3 days oso will not feel bored of it...

after the game i went 2 slp... inside the room qiang qiang is already slping... therefore i closed the lights... but something happened immediately after that... those with weak heart or afraid with ghost story pls skip the next paragraph and gooo 2 the following paragraph...

immediately after i closed the lights... less than 20secs i started 2 hear alot of things... sounds
cupboards drawing in and out... dragging of cupboards... coin dropping sounds...
in my mind i was thinking is it a thief or a ghost...
if its a thief im in trouble as if i sit up i might get stabbed or wat...
i oso got hear my wallet and notes sounds... at this time my heart is really pumping fast..
coz after sooo many years i hear it again... the last time i saw ghost and hear funny things is when im in tekong which was 4yrs ago... i oso can feel that there is a hand going 2 touch my hp which is by the side of the bed...
finally suddenly qiang qiang turn his body over and touch me and realise im in the room...
then i say yah its me... sooo i take this chance immediately sit up and turn on the lights...
however when i turn on the lights i saw nth... sooo i opened the room door...
when i open the door i was damn scared... wei ask me wat happen and i told him i hear alot of noises but he did not catch the hint... the gals never heard wat i say... but kai heard tat therefore he kept quiet...
i was still thinking whether is it a thief sooo i open the cottage back door and i slammed my both feet as i walk along the corridor...
the cottage is made of wood de...
i checked that all windows are sealed and i take out my watch, wallet and hp and put at the living room... and i went back 2 slp with qiang...
after i off the lights all the sounds are back once again... qiang qiang is totally out of the situation lor... think he tooo tired tats y...
sometimes the cupboard sounds are quite loud sooo kind of scary...
and like tekong tat time... once again i feel something is slping beside me again...
my heart of coz is still pumping fast...
but as long as tat thing never say anything or dooo any other thing funny for me i still can take it... as i oso got experience in tekong b4...
but still will scared de... i slpt in a position when im resting on my right hand...
i have 2 admit im scared and dare not move... and think my hand cramp for few hours...
sooo i slowly move my body posture once in awhile... and 3hrs later finally at a position when my hand is free... after tat i fall aslp and its day 2 le...

25 Dec (Day 2)
tired when wake up... went 4 breakfast and after tat went for city tour with the tour guide... went 2 few places... after tat gooo for dried food shopping and lunch...
this holiday eat alot.. haha...
but the seafood lunch is bad... coconut is plain water... flavour of food totally fail...
the resort food is much much nicer...
but the best thing is went 2 shopping mall...
went 2 massage again... haha.. shiok ar... tis time round is Javanese massage...
i think i will prefer this massage ba... very comfortable and the ambience is good oso...
coz is individual room... but more expensive compare to the 1st massage i gooo...
but still alot cheaper as compared 2 SG de...
any guys or gals wanna gooo batam i will recommend this 2 places for massage... ^_^
for more details pls contact me...XD ahahaha...
the shopping mall is called Batam Centre - Mega Mall...
after massage went 2 eat A&W...
but again the food is bad... the chicken meat is tooo dry and fries are salty...
the root beer floated does not taste tat great oso...
after eating went 2 polo ralph shop 2 buy another shirt...
this time round have 2 use credit card le...
coz already owe eng S$37.50, wei S$15, xiang S$2, hy S$6 (all are transfer to S$ for better calculation)... but hy the cab fare is in S$...
everyone thought abt 100 - 150 shld be enough but end up coz of polo ralph stuff sooo end up not enough... haha... if i noe i will change S$500 le...
i hate the feelings of being poor... last time i got poor b4 sooo i noe the feeling...
and it being poor my mood will be beri foul and might even irritate others...
sooo thats is why now i always got spare cash...
seldom got things will made me angry... sooo this is one of the factor...
sooo tat nite we are quite pathetic...
and i crack a joke 2 my buddies telling them other than those money i owe them i still got S$50 and rupiah 3,000... which is abt S$0.45... hahaha...
i keep saying i got rupiah 3,000... haha...
after eating dinner we went back drink Chivas... this time round there is nooo ice therefore the taste is quite strong... played a few rounds and a few ppl stop le... including me...
coz w/o ice the taste really... wow~~~
after we stop we played the monopoly cards again... think few days we played alot of times... haha...
ok... after finish playing the game...
i need gooo back same room slp again... hmmm...
this time round is kai slp with me... change partner... haha...
now he suggest we on the toliet lights and we never close the room door...
like that the room become alot brigther compared to 1st day where it is totally dark the lor...
true enough... i never heard any noise... and we 2 still got chat awhile b4 we slp...
a peaceful 2nd nite...
alot of ppl say im couragous... some even say that they will scream if they hear the noise... haha...
but i suggest 2 everyone when u hear or saw that thing... pretend u never see it...
i got a frenz who saw those things and scream at them...
the next day he has a car accident...

26 Dec (going home day)
we gooo eat breakfast at the resort again coz its free and we realise the food is totally the same... haha... sian... but the egg is not bad lah...
nth much 2 update... but tat time after reach home gooo out watch late nite movie again...
super duper shag... haha...
today slp late again... gosh...

ok... that is the end of my interesting 3 days 2 nite batam trip... though got scary things happen but i still love this trip... i totally feel beri beri relax... love this feeling~~~

Shin Kushiya...

2009-11-30T00:47:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late update...
Just updated my previous post and today update a post quite long ago also...
Went to Shin Kushiya on 15 Nov to eat with Juan...
It is located at Vivo city #02-120...

I ate Nabeyaki Udon ($14.80)... It is SUPERB... it is really nice~~~
My expectation 4 food is high... sooo when i say nice it must have a nice level of standard...
most importantly... the service is oso EXCELLENT...
price is about the same as Sushi Tei...
u can also request to sit at the view where u can see sentosa...

we oso ordered side dishes such as Kinoko Tofu ($6.80), Black Yakitori ($2.20), Enoki Maki ($2.60), Desserts are Cream Bulee ($4.80) and Kuro Goma Heaven ($7.80)...

Its worth the price... for the yummy dishes and services definitely made me wan 2 gooo back for more!!! missing the taste now!!! heeee... Total bill is $70.40... sooo it depends on what u order also... ^_^

Recently also bought clothes at Man Master... total buy 4... heeee... I LOVE THEM!!! ^_^
Spend alot... heeee... last mth my budget burst... think when bonus come i will save alot... coz alot of shopping are done ba... and my sch fee i already set aside the amount of $_$ needed... sooo can spend abit... =p

Recently i also being put aeroplane by a frenz... i hate the feeling of tat... whoever wanna meet me and end up cant meet pls at least let me noe... thx...

PS: would like 2 thx Juan at times willing 2 share my sorrow and joy~~~ really appreciate it~~~
u are the 1st gal frenz of mine tat i shared sooo much of my things with...
among my life now... there are 2 person that i shared my secrets, dreams and feelings
with... they are Juan (Shu Juan) and Qiang Qiang (Yongqiang)...
Juan hope u always be happy and ur r/s be a blessing oso... ^_^
Qiang... Love u always... XD hahaha... Sounds sooo gay... +_+"

okok... gtg slp le.. nite nite...

Weekend Program...

2009-11-16T21:58:00.003+08:00

Last sat went 4 foot massage and the massager said that my chest area is feeling kind of cramp... and its true... last few weeks the work has keep trapping in my chest and i feel hard 2 breathe though...

after the massage i feel sooo sooo much better...
would like 2 recommend a place for foot massage...
its at People's Park Complex - Mr. Lim Foot Reflexology...
over there got a variety of massager but i would highly recommend a gal - Dorothy (not sure if spelled correctly) heeee...

among a few ppl i tried... she is the only one who got all my accupoints correct... initial is painful but after that felt relieve... she oso told me how 2 breathe and how 2 dooo some simple massage... heeee... next time anyone wan 2 let me try i dun mind... ^_^

I HAD ENOUGH!!!

2009-11-12T20:08:00.003+08:00

Recently i faced alot of problems...
and not convienent to post at FB due to i added some people...

even here wat i say oso muz be discrete...
but i will still say most of the things...
working in an environment i will be facing 5 types of network actors...
these 5 network actors i cannot state who are they...
but they are people in the environment who will either affect my work or being affected by my work...

recently i wan 2 find ppl 2 chill out and relax... but... suddenly those ppl who are close 2 me cant meet me...
i find out and realise i need 2 expand my network of frenz and buddy...
i dun need ppl 2 listen 2 my complain...
but accompany me gooo out will dooo... need 2 unwind...
dunno why recently kinda hard 2 find ppl...

today when reach home i stone at the sofa doing nothing... after that stone at the toliet bowl before going to bathe...

regarding the problem that i faced...
among the 5 network actors... 4 network actors totally are not supportive...

According to Hersey-Blanchard Situaional Leadership Theory... What i get is the delegating (not telling, selling or participating) but i dont mind...
According to Hertzberg 2 Factor Theory... Hygiene Factors are "Supervision, Relationship with Colleagues, Job Security and Wages" are met... However achieving them will lead to netural (neither satisfaction nor dissatisfaction) Motivator Factors are "Sense of Achievement, Recognition and Responsibility" are not met...
Currently what is most suitable to illustrate in my situation are listed below:
According to Vroom's Expectancy Theory... The Valence of Outcome is outrageous... Therefore Expectancy and Instrumentality is negative...
There are changes and followers shows nooo commitment and compliance but resistance due to incompatible vision and values...

It is not only affecting my work but also my personal life...

Nooo motivation~~~

2009-10-06T21:46:00.003+08:00

Its not about the work load... It abt the ppl... and...
I have lost my motivation...
Im a self-driven person... but this time... Im on the verge of suffocation...
What is worse is my exam is coming...
and this greatly affects me...
this 2 days not much motivation and concentration 2 study...
im trying my best and i have 2 take it down my strips...
i will dooo it... but not sure how much more i can take...

is this that far i can gooo... i doubt sooo... but sometimes... cant find anyone 2 tok 2...
all the stress burden in myself can be quite tough 2~~~

How am i now???

2009-09-06T18:22:00.000+08:00

how am i feeling now???

with regards 2 my previous post...
my result actually is Distinction level... with this assignment it pull down my whole grade...
i have written 2 SIM - RMIT for a remark by another lecturer..
though i noe quite impossible but i have done my part..
even if they dun allow...
i will also accept with the fact...

as for work... on Fri 4 Sep... i went 2 boat quay 2 drink with one of my ex army friend...
this is the 1st time in life i drink until that state...
a state where i was sooo high...
i noe wat im doing... but i cant control wat i talk... haha...
i asked my frenz 6 times where are we...
i saw 2 guys wanna fight but i dunno why ppl shld fight...
i dunno why we need $_$
i dunno how much i need 2 gooo home...
i dunno alot of things... haha... during that time... time realli passes sooo slow...
and i keep talking 2 remind myself 2 keep myself awake...
but miracle is i manage 2 gooo back home on my own...
haha...

as for today... i slpet till 1:33pm... i myself quite shock also coz i seldom slp till sooo late...
think im tired coz of fri drinking and sat gooo jurong safra sing ktv...
my feeling now is nooo feeling...
bcoz i dun wan 2 think of anything...

Can i take it???

2009-09-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

hai... *take a deep breath* hai...

1st thing i wan 2 thanks kerwin aka win and yongqiang aka qiang for your console...
been sooo many years of buddies... know when i got problem give me advise and console me...
especially win... u urself got problems le... still call me and ask abt me...
im quite touched... really... buddies for sooo long... and both of u are still my best buddies...

mostly abt work stuff... i dun wish 2 comment here...
but... for those who know the whole stories...
its a big big thing for me that i cant even react or breathe...
its sooo big a problem... anyone pls raise up your hand if u know in front is a pool of shit and u still will jump inside...
that is my situation now...
there is always opportunity for times like this... and i myself know it...
but... if u know my situation... u will understand wat i mean...
b4 opportunity start... i have already sink inside the pool of shit...
to have opportunity i need 2 have good support... sooo how can i rise and shine when i cant find any opportunity...
if i cant find opportunity... how can i survive... and u are pushing me from the top... thx man... and this is wat u always dooo... that is why even at crisis our turnover rate still sooo high...
to cover ur backside... sooo im the one down there...
sooo have u think and plan carefully... NOOO!!!
my previous company i have 6 subordinates under me sooo i know how 2 manage and i know wat are the keys 2 be a successful leader... but... I NEED THE RESOURCES...
WHICH LEADER CAN BE A SUCCESSFUL LEADER WHEN HE HIMSELF BEING A LEADER HAS NOOO SUPPORT...

whereas for studies... i FAIL MY ASSIGNMENT...
THE 1ST TIME IN UNIVERSITY THAT I FAILED...
i got confident in my project but i still fail...
pls dun bullshit and say i will learnt from my mistakes...
becoz im totally confident in wat im doing...
i shld not get this grade... for my whole of uni... this is the worse lecturer i ever seen...
my overall grade for uni is very near to Distinction level...
and this result is pulling me down...
and if the next assignment she fails me again...
i will flunk this module...
IM DOING MY BEST FOR MY STUDIES AND CAREER AND THIS IS WAT I GET...

sooo wat im being promoted... sooo wat im the head...

the best thing is the HR called and say my title for now shld be an executive...
GREAT... they promote me in jul and dun change my title...
all this bad news are driving me crazy...

at this pt of time... i really start 2 see more n more clearly who are those who realli cares for me...

Why???

2009-09-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

Why are all these happening now...

Revolution in Company~~~

2009-08-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

I have yet to finish my previous post...
but now im posting a new post...
coz this has been running thru my mind recently...

recently... alot of my colleagues are leaving...
some are my buddies... alot of things happened...
alot of people say our job is relax...
on the surface it is...
but they dont know the pressure we are going thru...
though everyone say our job is relax...
nobdoy dares to join my company... haha... sounds ironic rite...

alot of ppl surrounding me are thinking of resign...
alot of negative thoughts ard me...
alot of things happened also...
of coz including me... sometimes it even affect my slp...
not because i cant slp but because of something crop up and i have 2 attend in the middle of the nite...

somemore i still got my part time studies...
even my direct boss is thinking of quitting and tell me 2 quit if i found a job i like...
hmmm... yah... the top management thinks abt revenue... and its true...
if u are worthless to a company... during crisis... u will be asked 2 leave...
that is why my previous post is impt...

after saying sooo much i oso have not touch on my stories yet... haha...

TO BE CONTINUED~~~

6 sigma course~~~

2009-08-02T12:40:00.001+08:00

On 23rd and 24th of July... I attended a 6 sigma course... this 6 sigma course is totally diff from the rest of 6 sigma course...
and this course... in my life... this is the 1st course that i learnt the most in my life... most useful course for my promotion to top management next time... a 101% course that i recommend... it is conducted by Michael Pang...
he also give lecture to the OLD MAN, TALL MAN AND YOUNG MAN before... old man is Mr. Lee Kuan Yew... tall man is Mr. Goh Chok Tong... young man is Mr. Lee Hsien Long...
some of the things i find very useful i will list over here...
hope those who viewed my blog will find it beneficial also... however the most impt pt i shall not say if not nobody attend his course... and also due to some copyright issue...

1) if the company pays u $3k however u can perform $6k job... den u dooo more... becoz if u want to promote... and u dont perform more... how will your boss know u can perform more... however if u tried and the company never promote you... at least u tried... and whether to stay on is your choice...
IF U NEVER TRY... U NEVER KNOW...

2) alot of employees are tooo CALCULATIVE... the company give u this pay and u perform this standard... that is the reason why some people are not promoted...

3) another reason is becoz to promote to management level... u must have the abilities and requirements...

4) u must have gd relations with top management or even at least they must know u EXIST!!!

5) Singaporean gooo for competition AIM FOR GOLD... China gooo for competition AIM FOR BREAK WORLD RECORD...
see the difference~~~

6) TO BE CONTINUED~~~

Drinks~~~

2009-06-21T13:33:00.003+08:00

Recently drank 2 drinks... find them nice sooo recommend here... heeee...

1) Mojito Peach
2) Macha kakigori - Green Tea Ice with Vanilla Ice Cream (location: MOF @ My Izakaya's Outlets)

for the green tea if u eat alone its totally awful...
but with the vanilla ice cream... the taste is totally diff... BEST!!!

WAT THE FUCK...

2009-06-21T13:30:00.002+08:00

how come ppl who are bastard have gf that loves that sooo deeply...
FUCK...
to the gals out there...
if u bf is a bastard... dont complain...
bcoz u choose 2 stick with him...
if he realli dont suits u... BREAK OFF...
wat is holding u back~~~

THIS WORLD IS UNFAIR~~~
would not care anymore... its all ur life...
and u urself decide ur path~~~

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2009-05-31T20:35:00.001+08:00

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Feelings 2~

2009-05-23T11:50:00.002+08:00

the skin is laughing but not the heart~

thanks juan for accompany chat ytd nite...
also thanks qiang for willing to reschedule his timing to accomodate my timing~
u are the best bro!!!
wat buddies are for!!! ^_^

Friends~

2009-05-23T01:53:00.002+08:00

im holding on... have 2 finish this degree course...
its not tough... but the mental is~

frenz can be the best partner in life accompanying u~
but frenz cant be with u always and forever...
its true... i can feel it and sense it...

frenz will change also... its nature...
the only way... is 2 faster grad... and earn lots of money~
the only way that can make me happy now...
in singapore this realistic world...
to get married... u need 2 have $$$...
also 2 give ur wife and children a good life~
its the environment that changes people and people has 2 adapt 2 this environment in order to survive...

Feelings~

2009-05-23T01:33:00.002+08:00

My exam has finish... end at 9 may...
now is my holiday lesson and project start liao... sian...

anyway... tml meeting my grp mates for project...
ok... its a Ying shen Yang shuang grp... 1 male against 4 female... +_+"
but they are great gals... hope tml can finish 1st three part...

hope can finish early...
coz im going shopping... i wanna buy my puma sneakers...
going 2 change my way of dressing~

still left with watch not yet buy... and some other etc...
hope next mth bonus will be good...
good news is heard i will be promoted...
1st time in working life get promoted... though the pay increase is very little...
its not that impt... its the work recognition...

anyway... last 2weeks till now... not working... even my life seems 2b in a downturn...
the lucky part is managed 2 solve all of them...
got 1 day suddenly feel kind of lonely again... yah... quite some time since i last felt this...

my buddy Liping going married liao... though a few frenz gt married...
but she is in my buddy grp... i at here hope he is the rite one for u...

when im writing this blog... the feeling now is not happy...
i oso dont know why... its has been 1 mth since i blog...
but this few days... i cant really laugh...
is it studies? work? lonely? beats me~

sometimes i may be laughing... but... deep down im not...
everything is juz not rite...
its not impt anyway... life still has 2 gooo on...
aiming 2 gooo for more courses to get more cert...

actually got quite a few things bothering me...
but~ but~ recently... i dont know who 2 find~
dont know who 2 tok 2...
think is bcoz of this... alot of troubles bother up in my heart...
feel like going 2 the beach 2 shout~~~
find a person 2 hug~~~

Never Eat~~~

2009-04-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

Ytd doing my last revision for HMT...
i from morning all the way never eat... until 6pm then i eat my 1st meal of the day...
recently eating later... due to studying...
but ytd really revise till hungry also dont wan 2 eat...
coz gooo thru those theories and found out alot i have forgotten!!!
Gosh~ nooo choice... force not 2 eat...
then my classmate sheryl she also 6pm den eat..
she say i can be immortal liao... XD
Gosh~ lucky the paper today come out...
not much confident... but passing should not be a problem...
i hope can get a distinction...
bcoz my group project got a High Distinction...
1st time project get sooo high...
really very happy and proud... wanna thanks the gals in my group also...
but the individual project result still not out yet... Argh... stupid RMIT... sooo long de...
ok... last but not least... going prepare for Wed paper liao...
this even much not confident... alot of essential reading~

Sick~

2009-04-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

Fit Dianhui is sick liao~ ytd at work went to site and it was raining..
in the rain without umbrella...
common sense... i will be fine since im fit...
it was wrong wrong wrong... +_+"
afternoon gooo eat lunch...
and all the sickness suddenly come..
abt 3pm suddenly diaherrea... never mind..
the rain makes me headache also... >.<

towards end of work really i torturing leh... almost cant take it...
feel abit like vomitting also...
today work halfday gooo see doc...
doc ask me wan take another day anot.. i say nooo!!! gosh...
alot of ppl might think... r u crazy... can take dont want 2 take..
i also planning take another day sooo can gooo out... haha..
but last sec... i guilty stricten... i think might be becoz my direct superior treat me quite good...
i also shock i say nooo... haha...
maybe im born 2b sooo nice de... XD haha...

PS: thanks 2 those who read my blog and feel free 2 leave comments... ^_^

Insomnia~

2009-04-05T22:42:00.003+08:00

Recently since last week or sooo keep having insomnia...
think i better gooo sleep le..
this insomnia is depriving me from studying today...
ytd 7am den fall asleep..
today 11am+ wake up le..
cant fall asleep anymore..

GOsh... tml im working and at nite still got my last lesson... >.<
sooo tired... pls pls pray for me that i can get a peaceful sleep..
its all that i need~~~

More About Me~

2009-03-29T02:18:00.002+08:00

Your Inner or Soul's Urge: This is spiritual and emotional expression more than physical. It is your heart-felt desires, your incentive, how you look at life. Here are your areas of personal satisfaction.

Number: 4
You have a practical point of view and constantly work to put more order into your environment. In ventures or new directions, you like to look ahead, plan carefully, then apply yourself with concentration and good management. Once you have a goal in mind, you are persistent in its accomplishment.

You are happiest when you can plan and create a permanent foundation upon which to build your life and your future.

You desire respectability, solidity, love, and family pride and traditions and you loath pretension, insincerity, and deception. You want to serve and to be a rock of dependability and you appreciate the value of a job well done. A natural administrator, you are methodical and thorough.

You are known for your reliability and pride of workmanship.
To enhance your life experience, cultivate a wider viewpoint and discard things as they become outworn.

Your Personality: This is physical expression more than spiritual or emotional; your outer self, the way you express when meeting others. It may or may not be the real you.

Number: 8
You appear friendly, persuasive, self-controlled, and positive, with a powerful personality that attracts respect from both leaders and subordinates. You are one who gets things done.
You hesitate to demonstrate emotion or tenderness.
To do your personality justice, you should always be well-dressed in good materials that give you an appearance of success.

Your Quiescent Self: Stripping away all outside influences, aspirations, ambitions, "shoulds", and "shouldn'ts" -- this is you when you are alone; just you and your dreams..

Number: 8
You envision yourself as the Executive Director and/or on the Board of Directors of many large, international companies. Your suite of offices is expansive, with dedicated staff sufficient to do business on the enormous scale that you do.
Your thoughts and pleasure are of vibrant businesses with you as the executive and your professional staff taking care of the details.

Your Destiny or Ultimate Goal: This is your desired lifetime accomplishment. It is a key to a useful and happy life, and to feeling fulfillment during your latter days.

Number: 3
Your destiny lies in areas of creativity and its use to help people find inspiration and joy in living. As you express your artistic talents, your beauty, and an optimum mix of sincerity and joy, you come closer and closer to fulfilling your destiny -- which also includes popularity, personal happiness, romantic love, and money.

You have integrity and are kind, patient, cheerful, artistic, creative, and a constant source of pleasure. And use your inspiration and imagination to spread your happiness by direct people contact and by writing, speaking, music, painting, decorating, or acting.
You are a social person and enjoy entertaining and being entertained -- talkative and usually well dressed.

Your Life's Path: Here are clues to what fate has in store for you. It indicates the type of encounters, events, and opportunities you are likely to experience along your physical life path.

Number: 6
You are a humanitarian and idealist, with a path of serving mankind, doing worthwhile things for yourself and those close to you, and teaching by being an example of kindness, justice, truth, and responsibility. One of your challenges along your life path is to establish emotional balance and stability.

Your path is one of rendering service to those in need. Your strong sense of family is extended to the community, the state, and even the world. Learn to recognize when the demands of others are an effort to take advantage of your generosity rather than a true need. Finding tranquility in your home may be hard work for you, but once achieved the result can be tasteful surroundings and harmonious social and familial intercourse.

You can succeed at anything when the purpose is helping and serving others. You have a strong idealism and are at your best when you directly benefit the lives of others.

This Year's Path: Here is what you are likely to encounter this year -- your feelings, your predominant perspective, and the type of situations, circumstances, and opportunities you tend to attract during the calendar year.

Number: 4
This is a practical year; no long leisurely periods for dreaming, personal indulgence, or careless living. It is a time to build the firm and secure foundation upon which your future depends, using practical values and steady application. It is also the time to work out the details of that project you've been thinking about. Read the fine print of all transactions.
This is the year to find where you stand in life, and to be practical about it -- to pay attention to details.

This year demands a lot of work, not only to improve the present but also to build practical foundations for the future. Your diligence brings commensurate rewards. With good sense, you can meet all requirements and experience satisfactory gain.
Your gatherings, meetings, parties, and trips are mostly related to work or business.
As part of the practical focus of this year, attend to health matters.

Next Year's Path.

Number: 5
This is a year of change for you, a year to get out of the rut. Your opportunities are found outside ordinary routine. New opportunities and new conditions are manifesting (some may appear unexpectedly) -- new relationships, new ideas, new contacts, new enterprises, new plans -- more freedom, more variety, more travel -- broader fields of interest and activity.
It is a year of new experiences -- change, growth, fun, freedom. You feel an inner push to go do something, anything, so long as it's a new experience. You notice more opportunities to travel. It is time to take advantage of the prevailing atmosphere of change and variety to learn something new. The year adds new life and color to your undertakings.
The changes can be thrilling and inspiring. Now is the time to take advantage of the enhanced sense of freedom you feel and create new outlets for your genius. It is also a time to let older people and children inspire you.
If you have a business, you may wish to advertise more than usual, possibly presenting your business with a new, even unique, angle.

Last Year's Path.

Number: 3
This is the year to express your inspiration, your imagination, your creative thought, and your deep emotional feelings. You desire to do more entertaining this year and accept more invitations. Take time off to enjoy yourself.
You can give color and warmth to all levels of living. Be artistic. Express yourself joyfully. Now is the time to follow those inspirational and imaginative ideas you are so excited about. Follow your desire for self-improvement; the year is rich with opportunities for inner growth.
It is a colorful and eventful year, with pleasure, opportunities for travel, enjoyable social activities, and entertainment coming your way.
Allow your abundance of cheer and optimism to guide you.

Most Motivating Video~

2009-03-23T15:30:00.003+08:00

This is one of the most motivating video i have ever seen...

Deprive of my sleep~

2009-03-21T13:10:00.002+08:00

Recently rushing the projects all deprive of my sleep...
Always sleep late on weekdays... only weekend can sleep well..
next wed 25th is the deadline...
now going 2 continue with my project...
sian... hope by sunday can finish...
after the project due... following mon is a test..
after that... that week i really wanna give myself a week of break...
i wan 2 gooo out eat, shopping, watch movie and etc...

KTV~

2009-03-08T20:36:00.004+08:00

Ytd went to Party World KTV with my uni frenz...
somemore is 1st outing though...
tooo bad sharon and eric never join... but its ok...
still got chance... heeee...
really very long never played till sooo fun le...
and somemore is after my 2 projects...
really helps 2 relax...
still got last project 2 gooo...
Jia you~ today im tired... never touched my project at all... >.<

this video is nice... i like this because every1 joins the singings... heeee...

this video is superb... XD hahahaha...

New Updates on Project~

2009-03-04T23:26:00.002+08:00

After finish my project... i want to say...
i have done my best and have nooo regret...
most important in life...

The path u walk might be different from others...
sometimes u might doubt yourself... but since its u who chose it...
its u who path it... only way is to have confident in yourself..
and since its u who makes the decision...
never regret...
MOST IMPORTANT... NEVER REGRET...
if u think u might regret...
choose your path wisely... think twice or thrice...
however... chances might be gone by tat time...
tats is y... its call >>> LIFE IS UNPREDICTABLE...

Project out of point~

2009-03-04T18:25:00.002+08:00

im sooo afraid my project will be out of point...
coz the way i dooo is quite different from my frenz...
pls pray for me that i will pass...
i got my way of doing...
but not sure whether is it wat the lecturer expected...
tooo late 2 change also...
*pray*

Company D&D~~~

2009-02-21T17:07:00.002+08:00

Ytd 20 Febraury 2009 company's Dinner & Dance is sooo sooo funny and fun... heeee...
btw... there is nooo dancing... XD

Had invited Mark Lee and Flying Dutchman 2 host... Play monopoly on stage...
Both of them are a joker... Will upload video and photo into facebook ba...

Hmmm... 1 of the games i also gone up 2 the stage... shall not reveal much wat game is that... XD

never win any prizes leh... >.<>
the rest i win also dont know 4 wat purpose... heeee...

ytd dinner is only with Jurong International...
when wan 2 take group foto with my colleagues... approach a not bad gal 2 help take foto for us... my colleagues still ask me gooo 2 get no. from the gal... +_+" IM NOT A PERVERT OK!!! XD

but... all my colleagues are older than me... if got youngest award think maybe i will win de prize leh... XD

Recently updates~~~

2009-02-19T22:50:00.002+08:00

Going tok abt my recent updates...
Hmmm... nth much ups and downs...
only my part time degree.. today down with 1 test... and happy with my performance...
but still left with 2 assignments and 1 test...
still got another assignment not yet totally finish..
time is near... but today im very tired sooo never dooo...
anyway... tml is my company Dinner and Dance...
quite a grand event... got Mark Lee and another comedian coming...
hope will be a good one... heeee...
for work... still flowing smoothly...
now is looking forward to July bonus...
my company is earning quite a reasonable profit...
but over still needs to look at other subsidaries...
My company structure goes like this...
JTC > Jurong International > My company...
under Jurong International got other subsidaries also...
sooo the bonus depends on overall...
please pray for my July bonus is good...
coz currently my direct superior and my senior manager got good impression on me...
if July bonus is a good... all the things that i wan 2 dooo will be able 2b fulfilled...
*pray*
r/s wise... hmmm... as still as water...
good thing is i can save up more... ^_^ bad thing is lonely lor... >.<
this month save alot... i also quite shocked... heeee...
$_$ save save save...
going 2 dooo something with my $_$
sooo for this... help me *pray* also... heeee...

ok ok... last but not least...
help me *pray* for tml big big lucky draw prize for me... XD

3rd post of the day~~~

2009-02-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

Wow~~~ this is my 3rd post of the day...
and after this post im going 2 sleep... going 2 recharge my battery...

recently keep playing a application called Pet Society in Facebook...
now going 2 say why this application attracts me sooo much...

I dont have a personal house of mine... sooo this application makes me wan 2 decorate nice nice as if its my own house... i always wan 2 have a house of my own... and buy all stuff that i love and decorate it...

Dianhui's Theory...

2009-02-09T21:30:00.003+08:00

Suddenly thought of something... sooo thinking of pen it down here...
today 2 posts in a day... haha... i should be rushing my project...
but... think this is one of my important random thought of the day...

A person with capabilities and opportunities is a talented person...
A person with capabilites but nooo opportunities is just a normal person...

the above quote means:
if u are capable and there are chances for u 2 perform...
u will fly high and people will recognise u as a talented person...
(example: become famous in Asia or even throughout world)
however... if u are capable... but nobody give u a single chance...
not much people will know abt u...
sooo...
there is nooo diff between u and a normal person...

Whole Body Feeling Cold...

2009-02-09T21:16:00.004+08:00

Today dont know why... when i wake up...
whole body from head to toe feeling cold...
and im sweating COLD SWEAT!!!

hmmm... i dont know why like this...
but at that time hard 2 breathe, cant stand well, heart feel weak and really really dont feel well...
Anyway... after 5mins its ok le...

Kind of shocking... but anyway... im not scared of dying...
if its predestined 2 die... Nobody can avoid it unless miracle happens...
Just that... i have alot of things yet 2 accomplished...

HELP!!!

2009-02-07T16:58:00.001+08:00

anyone help me on the music thingy on my blog???

Swesen

2009-01-27T11:58:00.002+08:00

Swensen milkshake is nice~~~ forget is oreo / cookie or wat de...

Fireworks...

2009-01-25T21:02:00.001+08:00

Watching fireworks with the one u love is a romantic kind of feeling...
at least this applies 2 me...

waiting for the right one to appear...

Perfume tat i like~~~

2009-01-13T21:47:00.002+08:00

Something random...
3 perfumes currently which i like for male...

1) Versace Pour Homme
2) Hugo Boss Selection
3) Mont Blanc Skywalker

Christmas Party at CDANS~~~

2008-12-25T23:08:00.003+08:00

Had a beri fun christmas outing at CDANS with my group of buddies and others...
we never have such a big gathering le...
miss those days.. those are the days...

really feel sooo relax over there... and fun fun and fun~~~
will post some fotos...
looks like alot of events i have not been posting foto...
ok... will post alot fotos here soon... kekeke...

PS: super duper overspend... lucky got my pay le... but going pay sch fee again... sian... 1 part of my $_$ eaten by sch again...

Sick~~~

2008-12-16T21:55:00.001+08:00

Its different when u are sick and alone... >.<

Weekend events~~~

2008-12-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

heeee... Time for update again...
lets talk abt last weekend...
i enjoyed myself alot and love SHOPPING!!! XD

On sat went cut hair den meet xiang (mei xiang), eng (chee eng) and jie (junjie)...
and the most impt thing is~~~ They accompany me shopping!!! XD
Ooops... Tough on u peeps le... =X heeee...
Things i bought...
1) Versace Perfume
2) Levis Strause Shirt
3) Fashion Lab Polo Tee + Scarf
4) Others

Hmmm... Spend abt 300+ ba... din know i spend that much... =X
heeee... most impt is i love those that i bought...
sooo totally nooo regrets at all... heeee...

On sunday morning meet up with my basketball kakis 2 play bb... heeee...
had a great game and my shooting still not bad...
Score quite a no. of shots... heeee...
Reason behind is lucky i got gooo gym and dooo training... heeee...
thats y my hands, legs and concentration still not bad...
really very very long never played till sooo fun le...

Sunday afternoon meet up with juan (Shu Juan)...
also enjoyed myself alot... and i love the fotos we took... heeee...
im beri tired now... now going 2 sleep le...
maybe will longer my weekend up~~~

This Week~~

2008-11-28T00:07:00.002+08:00

26 Nov 2008

ok ok... lets update abit on this week of my pastime...
meet up with edmund 2 play pool...
he is always the best player in pool in our group of friends...
Played race to game of 4... and i won marginally by 4 - 3...
was happy and satisfied coz my performance was up to my expectation... =)
Pool this game needs alot of concentration...
and i find out that my concentration always not that good...
if not i can perform better... wants 2 gooo yoga 2 improve my concentration...
and pool also involves wrist muscle... lucky recently started my gym training...
therefore my muscles are getting back 2 shape...

back to topic... sooo long never play pool till sooo fun le... heeee...
he lost sooo he treat me mac... when finish eating... din know its 12am!!!
GOSH!!! sooo sinful to eat supper... coz juz start my gym training...
and also rem the massager ask me eat less oily and fried food... >.<

27 Nov 2008

Meet qiang (yongqiang) today... he is back from Australia and im the 1st person he met... =D
heeee... sooo happy... Oooops... =X im not a gay ok... XD hahaha...
he is one of my best buddies...
among our best buddies... only he and kerwin i told them the most secrets...
had a great chat with him...
tok abt future, starting a business, job and everything under the sun...
loves to chat with him... coz when we chat with each other...
there is nooo boundaries between us...
and above mentioned chats... not much people will spend sooo much time chatting...
thats y we can clip...
ok ok... again empathse im not a gay... =p heeee...

another reason is... he is the person who loves to chill also...
when he is not around... sooo sooo miss chilling out...
another thing is... he also wants to learn yoga... heeee...

had a great day these 2 days... going 2 orh orh now~~~ heeee... Zzzzz...

Changing my blog songs~~~

2008-11-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

There is always a thing i want 2 dooo..
it is... to change my blog song...
will dooo it soon~~~ Hopefully... =X heeee...

Boring Sunday~~~

2008-11-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

This month super duper overspend... >.<
but its ok ba... dec got abit of extra bonus other than AWS... =) dont know how much...

but today... sunday... quite boring...
i gooo out also feel boring...

my life needs more colours and colours~~~
ok... end of my emo liao... =X time 2 sleep...
whoever read my blog... wish ur life full of colours... heeee...

Foot Massage Day~~~

2008-11-23T01:37:00.002+08:00

heeee... today went for foot massage with kai (shi kai)...
i love today foot massage... it was becoz of the massager...
im totally IMPRESSED by him lor... though he is not the best at massage but...

here the story goes...
before he start 2 massage... he looked at my foot, toe nails and touched my toe nails, he said that my heart is not good... this scares me... asked me to eat less oily and fried food... drink less mineral water and eat more vegetables... especially jiu cai 韭菜 and purple cabbage... 韭菜，含硫化物、类、苦味质、蛋白质、钙、磷、铁及维生素B、C等，是一种振奋性强壮药... heeee... thats means 韭菜 is good for my heart and also... XD
he said that by training vigorously is not the way 2 strengthen heart... alot of people died of heart attack even though they are fit... or even 3 weeks after medical checkup... its was becoz all these symptoms were not out during the checkup...

he massage halfway... he knows i love 2 eat MEE... O.o Gosh!!! could even know what i like 2 eat lor... he also know i eat less eggs and veg... he also know that my digestive system is not good thats y easily stomach bloated... coz he advise me not 2 eat sooo full if not i gonna suffer... >.<>

he asked me whether i had breathing difficulties... this he found out that i got childhood asthmas therefore he asked me 2 drink less cold water otherwise there are chances of relapsing... he also said that asthmas did not gooo away... it was juz under control...

the most shocking things was he could see my personality also... he said i got cried alot bcoz of gals and said im a emotional person... yah... when he said this... really... its true... but its last time... now... nooo gal 2 let me emo leh... heeee... *hint*
intro gal 2 this cute and nice and caring guy pls~~~~ XD

he also said that im a caring person... heeee... and alot of gals will like this type of person... but hor... y i now still single... +_+" FATE... where are u??? Yue Lao... where are u??? heeee... =p

he said im stubborn but soft-hearted person... he also said that bcoz got me this type of person... thats y china gal cheated alot of guys... haha... its true i trust gals more than a guy... a guy wan 2 bluff me is really hard... BINGO!!! he got it correct again... +_+"

another shocking thing is he advise me 2 start my own business if i got the chance... coz... he said i can be a good businessman... but... now looking for opporunity also leh... now is not economic crisis... now is CHANCES where alot of millionaire and billionaire will rise... it is juz whether u are able 2 spot the very opporunity...

my frenz kai dont believe wat he said... but... all my illness and character all he got it correct... even if a bluffer wont be sooo coincidence de... yah... but...
at least he makes me more health conscience...

after that meet xingjie for dinner to celebrate her belated bday coz nooo time meet up with her... anyway... she is still the same crazy... XD but had quite a fun gathering... though alot din turn up...

today also used the Clarine men product given by Cookie (Carmen)... heeee... i love the smell and the feeling... will buy a few after i got my bonus ba... hmmm... 40+ each ba... quite cheap... heeee...

waiting patiently for you 2 appear~~~ or u already appeared???

Meeting up~~~

2008-11-19T23:03:00.003+08:00

Recently start meeting up with old friends...
Yd meet up with jinfa, kewin, kenny and mong wee...
sooo long never see jinfa le... he has changed in some ways...
shall not say...
hmmm... but... he only got 1 child lor..
which idiot told me got 2... +_+"
ok ba... end now... coz recently started my training also...
training my hands... now aching for 3 days le...
today also start going 2 gym during my lunch time...

Updates of Me!!!

2008-11-17T01:15:00.002+08:00

Heeee... Im back~~~
of coz is after exam le... YES!!! and im enjoying my life 2 the fullest now!!!

ok... now is update of my status till date... now is 117am... Gosh... need faster finish my blog...

talk about my exam 1st...
all not perform up 2 my standard... but i have done my best... sooo... yah...
im afraid of failing... >.<>
but hope at least can have credit but i aim distinction... *pray*
result out on 4th Dec...

ok... now tok abt play play play le.. heeee...
i consecutive 2 days gooo chiong... Gosh... heeee... 1st time sia...
Fri gooo Phuture... This is sian man...
Actually meet 2 guys and 1 gal... and my gal frenz will ask her frenz along...
but end up we guys reach there early... and the gal cant get in coz tix is out!!! >.<
sooo... its sausage nite (guys nite)...
but its ok... sooo gooo there drink and enjoy music and dance...
BUT... the most turnoff things is... SOOO MANY DESPO NS GUY... kao...
once they see gals... a whole crowd gooo over surround them...
i repeat... IS A WHOLE CROWD... kaoz... u all sooo despo meh...
i last time army also not like this... gooo control your brain all small boys...
we come out 2 play not 2 look for sex ok... BTH... damn turn off lor...
then one of my guy frenz he flu... >.<>
also good lah... gooo there not dance... is kanna squeezed by se lang...

den Sat nite gooo Supper Club... 90% ang mo... but then...
alot ang mo gals are sooo pretty... heeee...
and... a french gal come take foto with me... *blushed* she is sooo cute...
heeee... and very friendly also... ^_^ also chat with an ang mo guy...
he is friendly also... he is from brazil... heeee...

ok... today went shopping at levis... kekeke... ok... stop here... tired...

Recently~~~

2008-10-24T23:32:00.004+08:00

Recently i have been preparing for exam...
But never really study much... but till now still feel ok... hope its really ok...
For OB i really never study coz its theory...
wait till after tue exam then start ba... as i can say... my worse part is theory...
juz try my best and hopes everything turns out fine...
but i really cant study at home... since sec sch... and it always prove me rite...

would like 2 thanks my classmates sometimes accompany me study... thanks gals... =)
u all are the best... heeee... =D

I found out that life is really unpredictable...
My current company... One of my mentor... Fall down in his house and now in coma state...
Feels sooo shock... 2 weeks ago... he was juz fine... and on mon... things happen...
He work sooo hard for the company till he got nooo gf...
have to work on sat and sun... now he in coma state really feels tat its not worth it...

Most probably my turn 2 gooo back on sat and sun... For me is simple...
As long as it dont affect my studies... i will not quit... but management sucks though...
after next year june bonus might leave... see how everything goes...

*pray u can wake up soon* and quit this job... and start a family happily after...

to me... a life without a family... is not a complete life...
i love the feeling of getting married and married happily ever after...
though there will sure 2 have commotions between couples...
but... i believe nothing is impossible...

THINGS ARE IMPOSSIBLE WHEN U THINK ITS IMPOSSIBLE...

Thats Life~~~

2008-10-13T22:37:00.002+08:00

Today... In my company... This company 1st time terminated a person..

It seems like wherever i gooo... this kind of things sure happen...
And must be some1 i feel close to...

I know... I know... THATS LIFE...
The top management wont see how hard u work... They only see the RESULT!!!
From this 2 companies... I had learnt office politics quite well...
When my senior manager throw me work... I never complained...
Got people ask me why i never reject... Coz simple...
This is the chance 2 perform...

Anyway... this is not a permanent place for me 2 settle down though...
I just see how much stress and capable am i... Currently still coping well...
Never utilise my capable..

The management here sucks... Whenever some1 resign...
Some1 will TEMPORARY take over the job...
which end up become PERMANENTLY..
Coz i experience it... And alot of job taken over are shit job...
Though i ratified alot of them... This is one of the reason why the turn over rate here is sooo high...

Simple Life~

2008-10-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

Many people told me SIMPLE LIFE is not possible in Singapore...
Their definition and mine are totally different...
sooo dont assume... ASSUME = ASS + U + ME.. u are making the ass out of u and me...
this is the 1st time in life that im going 2 say wat simple means to me...

to me... simple means... having a loving family...
has a wife and we are loving... fun loving children... as simple as that...
nooo betrayal of each other... trusting each other...
life is not in a mess...

Alot of people will say... Is it possible??? Its possible when u think its possible...
It takes 2 hands to clap... Extra effort for things to turn out well...
1st thing is... Did u ever try??? If u ever try... Are u doing it the correct way???
Or is the way u dooo u feel correct but in fact is WRONG!!!

Sooo what is the correct way??? As simple as...
Put yourself in others shoes...
This is the way that how things works...
There are a thousand and one ways to make things work...
There are also a million and billion way to give EXCUSES...

If all things dont work... Ask yourself... WHY are u in the r/s in the 1st place...
if the other party changed... and whatever u dooo does not change the person...
ASK YOURSELF!!! WHY ARE U HOLDING TO THIS R/S!!!

if u cant let gooo... or scared of letting gooo... and u are suffering...
then dont complain... its u who landed yourself in this state...

Higher Hope = Higher Disappointment

2008-09-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

The higher the hope... The higher the disappointment...
My law result i aim for a high distinction or at least a distinction...
but... its a credit... totally fell 2 the bottom of the pit...
Suddenly all my motivations all are gone... some1 please help me~~~ ='(

2 results out...

2008-09-24T00:11:00.002+08:00

Got back 1 of my test and my individual assignment...

Accounting test: 19/20 (High Distinction)

Individual assignment: 17/25 (Credit)

Im very happy for my accounting coz i get a HD... anyway... i think most people get HD but its ok... i know i did my best... =)

but for my individual assignment... IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!!! im sooo sooo sad... 1 more mark... and i can get a distinction... JUST 1 MARK... i put in sooo much effort in this... but what i HATE MOST IS THE LECTURER... if the lecturer in the early stage has clear all doubts... in the 1st palce i will not be out of point... and end up using 2 days to redo my whole assignment... somemore my report the lecturer write GOOD EFFORT... Good effort only get 17... but the good effort makes me a little not sooo sad...

i got high expectation... my expectation is not a distinction but a high distinction...but now... not even a distinction... hope the group assignment can pull up my grade...but~~~ im even more worried for that... hai...

i tried to be the best in everything... Love, Work and Studies...this test totally let me nooo mood for todays lesson~~~ 2 more results not out yet...

Exam is coming soon but touch abit only...

Most guys are bastard!!!

2008-09-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

Most guys are bastard!!! if u cant be a good bf / husband... then what for ruin a gal life...dont waste each other time and youth... if u want to be with the gal... treat her nice and wholeheartedly... not treat her nice b4 getting her... but changed after that...

and dont change after u get married... dont take things for granted and cry like a baby after u lost it... dont be a sore loser!!! dont f***ing throw a guy face... if u want 2 have a gf / wife... treat them like u want them 2 treat u... U ARE NOT A F***ING KING!!!

and control your f***ing brain / mind... you cant be that f***ing weak right!!!
if u cant... cut off your own peni*... stop giving excuses and going to dirty ktv!!!
dont throw a guy face... but i know at least 50% - 80% of the guys gooo that place...
SHAME ON U ALL!!! I DISPISE U ALL!!!
gooo 2 westin and jump down!!!

U CHOOSE YOUR LIFE = U CHOOSE YOUR HAPPINESS
HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE...

Thought of my mind~~~

2008-09-10T23:39:00.002+08:00

Im back!!! sooo long never blog le...
today im going to talk about alot alot of things~~~
due to this whole week unable to concentrate on my studies...
from last sat till now... totally nooo mood 2 revise at all...
Will motivate myself to study from next week onwards...

Till date... have done 2 tests and 1 individual assignment and 1 group assignment...
Group assignment last week handed in... Another assignment i used my blood and sweat 2 rush it... But i got feeling of unable to get High Distinction or a Distinction... Coz alot of factors
feel that never cover properly... Hai... =( but still very gald that everyone from the group really did their best... but feel that quite alot of communication breakdown...
now at least i know what are the precaution measures to take for next sem...

Only can pin on my individual assignment... my other 2 test im satisfied...
Hope this sem all the 3 modules i can get High DIstinction... This is my aim~~~
but stupid thing is the assignments and test results near exam period then will know... +_+"

my birthday is coming~~~ hmmm... initially quite happy coz its coming...
but~~~ now... the feeling... i also dont know... 2 and 3 years ago there was some1 special celebrating with me... this year and last year... abit not used 2 it... coz i preferred to be attached... dooo i sounds like a girly??? hahaha... =X in Libra horoscope... it says that Libra needs LOVE... i think this applies to me~~~ heeee...

dont know when my next some1 will arrive~~~ at times... feeling quite lonely...
im gald i got friends around me... at least got them 2 make me dont think sooo much...
im striving hard... focusing on my studies... but at times... i need kind of energy 2 push me also... i think this is the reason why this week i never revise...

recently also meeting up with people that i quite long never meet up~~~
let nature takes it course in everything...
coz i believe... when LOVE comes... it will come...
sooo i will patiently wait for it...
juz that... celebrating birthday with friends... and celebrating with gf is 2 total different feelings...

2nd year of loneliness birthday coming soon~~~

Assignment~~~

2008-08-06T22:48:00.002+08:00

I'm gald with my assignment performance... I finished it basically within 2 days...
Sat i done till 6am... 1st time dooo project till sooo late...
but i almost finish it... Quite surprised with myself...
1st time in life i finished a project sooo fast... capability tested... heeee... =p
ok... thats abt all 4 praising myself...

2ndly... i got a big shock also...
I FORGET 2 BRING MY ASSIGNMENT 2 SCHOOL!!!
I LEFT IT IN MY OFFICE AFTER PRINTING!!! >.<
Lucky my coursemate told me library still got open and can print...
scare the hell of out me initially... till now still have not totally recover from the shock...

need to prepare for my next thurs test le... Dianhui JIA YOU!!!

Studies~~~

2008-07-30T20:48:00.004+08:00

Have been quite long since i last update my blog...
Have been doing my assignment... Dooo for weeks le...
This is the 1st time in life that i love to study...
maybe business is the course that i really love... unlike engineering...
gald that i did not accept NUS offer...
Though its part time... but i dont feel tiring... intead... i feel very happy...

for my job... dont wish 2 comment much... coz my scope of interest is business..
but i know business field is very wide.. will i really gooo into HR???
i also not sure... but... i might change job...
currently working there still ok... but the management handling of things = 100% fail...
juz dont understand how incapable people can climb up...
if got any business field job... dooo inform me... =D
but i might stay on of the job till at least Dec coz of bonus... or next year june...
lets see how things gooo...
however... im giving my 100% shot for this job though its not my fav...
feel that giving 100% shot is testing my own capability... and im working hard for myself and not anyone else...
but... im sure this job has not totally utilise me...

2 me... at least i see my vision and goal.. have a direction...
will be striving hard for my direction... getting a degree is part of it...
meanwhile... got people ask me...
how come till now i got nooo gf...
i also dont know... but juz let nature take its course ba...
when it comes... it will come... =)

feel that im still not mature in some of my thinking... but through observing, interaction and experencing... knowledge has been gain...
have u ever thought that life is the same... boring... sad or???
to me... now i set a target for myself...
what have i done for the past 3 - 5 yrs... if i dont like my past life...
how to improve my next 3 -5 yrs... what are the things i want to achieve and acquire...
and most importantly... what have i done to contribute to my life, family and career...
if you dont like your current life...
ONLY U CAN CHANGE IT...
ONLY U CAN CHANGE YOUR THINKING...

Stomach Cramp till i almost cant take it...

2008-05-01T22:22:00.004+08:00

1st time feel that life is sooo vunerable... :'(

Today is a night i will never ever ever 4get... Its the 1st time i feel that i was dying... Its the 1st time i have this type of feeling... The pain... Words cant be explained...

Here the story goes:
I ate my dinner at 5+... Surf net at living room till 9+... Feel thirsty drink a glass of milk... After drinking, bring my lappy gooo inside my room... Lie down and surf net like a Pa Di Xiong... After surfing for awhile, suddenly my tummy very pain... IS REALLY BERI BERI PAIN... ITS CRAMP!!! 1st time in my life i have stomach cramp...its totally different from stomach ache...

I was sooo pain till till i roll on my bed awhile... It was sooo pain i cant take it... Faster gooo toliet and try to vomit... See will help anot... Vomit but nothing comes out... I was squating at the toliet bowl... BUT... the pain just will not gooo off...

Headed back to my room... The pain is unbearable... On my bed, sitting or lying down could not help... I could not take it... Bring my weak body back to the toliet and still cant vomit out anything... Sunddenly.. I rem hot water will help...

I quickly gooo take hot water drink... While walking there... My legs are very wobbly... I could not take the flask properly... My vision is abit blur... But still i pour out the hot water and mix with plain water to drink... While i was drinking i feel that my legs are giving ways but i force myself to stand... After drinking... I sit beside the gas area... I was pain till i dun feel like standing anymore...

While i was sitting... The pain is getting stronger and stronger... AND... I REALLY FEEL both of my hands turning colder and colder... Tears roll down both my eyes uncontrolled by me... I WAS SOOO FRIGHTENED!!! My dad is sitting at the living room but i got nooo strength to shout out... At this point of time... I feel that im more n more nearer to the gate of hell...

Suddenly feel like vomitting... Drag myself back to toilet again... This time around finally vomit something out... I want to vomit the milk out but i cant... The pain just will not gooo off... Suddenly there is a flash and my head is heavier... I tell myself i cant faint... I must hang on... Drag to living room to take tissue paper... Wipe myself... And just crouch at there... My dad ask me wat happen... tell him tummy ache... he ask me afternoon got eat anot... i say got... at this point of time i need help... and he keep asking me question...

I later ignored him and went back to my room... I lie on my bed... BUT the cramp is just there... Forcing the muscle to the centre area... I could not take the pain anymore... And start moaning... Alerted my bro... He say u ok mah... Got sooo pain mah... Then he ask my straighten my body but nooo help... Den he walk off le... FUCK!!! Mine is not those simple pain... Its the 2nd time in my life that i moan... Coz its the pain that is tooo unbearable... He just dun treat it as something serious...

At that time i feel like calling the hopsital... Coz i feel like i might leave anytime... My dad den came in... Ask me questions again... I just keep moaning away... He den say he call my mum... WAT!!! I was sooo in pain but u dun care and call my mum... And say wait for my mum 2 come back... Its not a laughing matter and u dun care...

After putting down the fone... He gooo take oil and help my stroke my tummy... The cramp part is sooo HARD... The pain just will not gooo off... But... suddenly... after awhile... the stroking dooo helps... And the pain starts to get off me... the harden area oso starts to lossen... Its then im ok...

My mum came back... she said something i feel quite touched... She is the only person in the family that i feel that she cares... She says "your dad call my and make me scared... Mi heard liao both my legs and hands almost nooo strenght, almost scare me 2 death"...

Among all my family members... Only she cares... An important lesson learnt and i noe who cares for me...

If u are going to ask me why initially i never stroke my tummy... i can say... i got stroke... but onli stroke a few times...

PS: Never Lie Down After Eating / Drinking

Miss Chilling Out~

2008-04-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

Miss Chilling Out~

Change of Mind

2008-04-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hmmm... Good news and bad news to announce... Good news is im admitted into NUS part time Industrial Management and Engineering... I finally admitted... Bad news is... im... not... happy...

I know i should be happy.. but im not... and after discussing with my close buddy mei xiang... i decide to forgo this admission and gooo for SIM... u guys might be shocked and asking WHY!!! There are a few reasons behind it... Some might say... NUS IS A REPUTATED SCHOOL!!!

Xiang she is working in recuit express sooo she knows beri well the demand and criteria of the market... i was shocked to know that... in fact private sectors company dun look at which uni u came from but more on your certification and interview skills... true enough... i also feel she is right... Local UNI is good only if U WANT TO GOOO INTO GOVT SECTOR... sooo forget it... haha... reasons why im not going NUS are as follows:

1) Expensive (abt S$34k)
2) Duration (3.5yrs - 4yrs)
3) Timing (after calculate - every lesson i WILL be late min. 30mins - 1hr)
4) Feel like changing of environment
5) Last time got apply for HR job before but unable to get in
6) Cant think of any... but 6 is my lucky no. sooo write until here... heeee... +_+"

the uni im going is SIM - RMIT and the course is Business Management.. which is HR... i got alot of friends telling me that this job... the salary wise is not good... but... who cares... =) im sure... if i never try... i will never know...

Dooo support me... heeee... hope can admit into this year July intake... though is kind of late... the admission extend till 1st May.. but this few days im going to apply le... wish me luck... =)

With Love~

TOPONE KTV...

2008-03-30T16:33:00.001+08:00

Ytd finally went to Topone KTV at bugis... took some photo there... awaiting for my friend to sent to me before i posted it here... heeee...

hmmm... Last Fri is my last day of work... Tomorrow is signing Letter of Appointment and Tue is actual start work le... New environment and colleagues... kind of excited ba... heeee...

thinking of signing up another Life Insurance... Now currently calculating my financial status and also... awaiting NUS result to be out... Should be this week ba...

=D

2008-03-22T23:09:00.002+08:00

Heeee... I would like to show my greatest thanks to Shu Juan... for the code on slash... heeee... thanks alot... mayb to u it means nothing... but this code i find beri long le... internet or frenz... nobody know... >.<

thanks alot... heeee... i find till i realli headache... hmmm... yah... till now i have give my thanks to the people who help me in my blog setup...

I truely and deeply thanks Huiling and Shu Juan... WIthout u 2... i realli cant set it up... thanks 2 both of u... U both will 100% be in the Credit list... =D

ok... new songs will be updated soon... but my this stupid vista... cant see the media player in my blog... >.<

still got alot of program dun support PDF file... sian...

HOT!!!

2008-03-11T23:05:00.001+08:00

I WAS VERY HOT AND ANGRY... *still trying to cool down*

i was kind hearted enough to sent my resume to one of my colleagues for reference... To my greatest shock in life... his format is 99% same as mine... somemore he dare to ask me to sent his resume to the company i applied... format, job scope, reason for leaving and even strength is the same...wat the hell... he only change abit only lor...

Dun he noe that he will cause me in trouble... 2 identical resume will not get any of us a job... somemore he wan to apply same industry as me... >.<

Normally... Its very hard for me to get angry... But he make it... Im angry bcoz i really spent alot of time altering, formatting and changing the words of my resume... Spending months doing it till i love it... Cause i really treasure it...

I already scolded him on msn... If i successfully admit into the new job... I will start 2 change the format and everything again... >.<

In this world.. there is only 1 Dianhui... sooo Dianhui's Resume and Format will also only have ONE...

Now I know Why~

2008-03-01T02:00:00.002+08:00

Ok... Im dead bushed today... Dunno y... Almost whole day did not dooo anything much... Slack around with any colleague of mine... Coz both of us already tendered our resignation letter... =X Hahaha...

After work... Went Woodlands soul garden... Whole group of my department colleagues expcet for my idiot superior coz we never invite her... And invite also my 2 ex colleagues (Joe and Ow)... Went 2 one of my ex colleagues company for an interview... Feedback from him (Ow)... Both my friend and my interview results = SUCKS!!! Wat the hell... Actually its expected... ST Kinetics interview sooo far is the most stringent interview i ever met till date... (include ST went for 7 interviews) During the interview... I was being bombard till im stunt... 1st time in my life that im stunt... 1st time i life i loss the battle totally...

Today after serious conversation and guidance from my this 2 super duper interview experts... I really learnt alot... Firstly... I learnt how 2 sell myself... I used 2 think that i can sell myself well... In fact... Im wrong... Thus i missed the opportunity of going into one of my colleague's company, ST Kinetics... IM DAMN damn sad lor... If i can meet up with them earlier... This might not have happened... Hai... But its 2 late...

I wanna gooo into this company is bcoz their job is till 5pm... And its damn near NUS... I might enroll into NUS (result out late MAR/early Apr)... The disappointment... Cant be describe by words...

Im very tired but i still wanna blog... Its bcoz... To tell myself... Over-confident and not prepared for interview = THAT'S THE END... I found out we lost to 2 gals... Heard they sell themselves alot better than us... NOW I REALLY LEARNT MY LESSON... GOING TO CHANGE MY RESUME AND PREPARE WELL FOR THE REST OF UPCOMING INTERVIEWS...

I believe in HOPE and in myself... Though i fall hard this time... But... I learnt more... Through the hard way though... I NEVER FAIL... THE ONE WHO FAIL IS THE ONE WHO GAVE UP... I will prove 2 everyone including me that... I can find a better job...

Dianhui JIA YOU!!!

1st interview fails...

2008-02-14T17:22:00.004+08:00

Hai... After sooo long never interview... My 1st interview turns out 2b a total failure... >.<

1stly i admit that i did not prepare myself for the interview... Alot of questions posted i did not ans them well... Or should i say i anyhow ans ba... Think sooo far this is my 1st worse interview ever... Hope tml the other 2 interviews will be better... And i will fully prepare myself well 4 it oso... Dianhui JIA YOU!!! =)

But... The interviewer also beri fuckup... He got the look on his face saying "I despise U"... Make me sounds like im nooo difference 2 a fresh graduate... And their company pay and benefits are not better than my current job either... This company is call Amtek... Quite big the organisation... But got this type of manager i oso dun wan 2 work with him lor... *bleah* =p *angry*

But lucky i oso dun like this company oso... Also this is a Warm Up interview for me... Now make me understand myself and my knowledge more and know how 2 prepare for the the rest of the upcoming interviews... =) Heeee... Now my confident is back to 100%... Just now that interviewer make my confident drop to 20%... >.<

Ming Tian Hui Gen Hao... =D

Hope the outcome will be good~

2008-02-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

Went out on Chu Er... Fri 8/2/08... Went to AMK Hub... Went 2 Ichiban Sushi 2 eat... The salmon sashimi is nice~ *slurp* and the soup is oso great... =D Heeee...

After that... Went 2 watch CJ7... Its a beri nice movie... Beri funny initially and sad near the ending... Hmmm... A show i will recommend ba... Last but not least went to coffee bean...

Have a nice and great day... Hope the outcome will be good~ =D

Tender Resignation Letter...

2008-02-09T15:23:00.000+08:00

On Chinese New Year Eve I tendered my resignation letter... I wan to bypass my superior and give it to HR but they dun wan 2 accept... Since my manager is not around they ask me 2 pass 2 my plant manager (PM)... OH NOOO~ My PM is the next person that treats me quite well ever since my ex superior Joe was being terminated... Before passing 2 him... I'm feeling both happy and sad... Happy bcoz he is some1 who can talk and will not nag... Sad is bcoz he treats me quite well and i need 2 pass the resignation letter personally 2 hiim...

When i tendered the letter to him... He was taken aback... He asked me whether izzit due 2 tooo much job... I told him im able 2 cope with the amount of job... Bcoz 2 me job is never a problem... He den asked me 2 grab a chair and sit beside him... Our conversation lasted at least 20mins...

He asked izzit bcoz of 1) work, 2) pay, 3) people... My ans 2 him is 1stly i wanna study part-time NUS... Though still can work there but i do not wish 2... 2ndly told him i also looking for higher pay... Lastly told me i totally cant work with my direct superior... His reply for higher pay is he will discuss with my Director (another hypocrite) and see what is the ans... BUT... This company is beri stingy... Even a person gonna die they oso wait sooo long 2 call the ambulance... Sooo i doubt there will be any chance and also promotion over here is slow...

I feel like a talent being trapped... Wanna gooo US MNC company 2 see how far i can gooo and 2 prove my capability... For my superior, initially my PM say is my problem that i cant work with her... Ask me bear with her... Den i told him in a beri firm manner... "I TOLERATE HER BERI LONG LIAO"... Only then he say he also know she is those roti prata type of person... He cant transfer her away... I also dun like production engineering sooo i cant be under him... Sooo the best way is i leave...

During our whole conversation... He asks me a few times whether i wanna reconsider... Initially i told him at the moment dun wanna reconsider... The rest i juz smile only... He said he was beri surprise and he got high expectations from me as he wan 2 develop me 2 top management... But... There are tooo many things i dun like abt the top management and my superior and the pay... Hence... Its realli the best time for me 2 leave...

Can ask i was quite guilty... Bcoz can see my PM he was beri stress and touches his head quite a number of times... Wat i feel that is... If this organisation wanna keep talent... They should dooo something abt it... The turnover here is beri here... For my this batch... We are the 1st batch that can stay for sooo long... Incridible right... My paitent with my idiot superior i myself also admire myself... Hahaha... All bcoz of the bonus lah...

Now sent several resume/cv out le... Awaiting for interviews... Yeah... New company... New job... Im COMING!!! =D

Last Week Program...

2008-02-02T14:19:00.000+08:00

Heeee... Time 2 blog again... Wat i going 2 blog is abt my last week program... Haha... Coz weekdays bro is using comp... >.<

Fri 25th Jan 08

I and 3 frenz went 4 a spin... Suddenly my frenz Kaven he is free 2 meet up... Yeah... Drive 2 Liquid Kitchen 2 chill.... Thats a beri nice place... At Upper Thomson Road there... He say over at Bukit Timah near the courts area of have...

Hmmm... Got time gooo check it out... Heeee... Btw have a great chat over there... And the chair are comfortable... A recommended place for chilling... =D Heeee... After which we went for our prata session which is onli a few steps opp the road... If not wrong the shop name is Prata House??? The prata is another type of unique prata... Words cant be describe... Gooo try and you will know... Heeee...

Sun 27th Jan 08

On this day nothing much 2 blog about... Juz that I have a basketball session... Normal the most onli 5 person... Sooo the game is not that fun... But that day we have 6!!! Yeah... Realli sweat it out and enjoy the game alot... Quite long never enjoy le... And the most important thing i won 3 out of 5 matches... Hahaha... My best game i can perform is 3 vs 3... Hmmm... Dun ask me why coz i oso not sure... Haha...

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-01-25T12:58:00.001+08:00

What Dianhui Means

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace... People can see you as stubborn and headstrong... You definitely have a dominant personality...

You tend to be pretty tightly wound... It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing... You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly... You don't stick with any one thing for very long... You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time... Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start...

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality...

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people... You also have a very active imagination... You often get carried away with your thoughts... You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy... You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals... You are truly an original person... You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out...

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia... Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing... You're a strong person...

You are a very lucky person... Things just always seem to go your way... And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries... You just hope for the best in life... You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy... Spread your luck around a little to people who need it...

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Settler's Cafe...

2008-01-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

Has being quite some time since i last blog... Heeee... Ok... Now going to say my recently outing on Fri,18th Jan 08... Went out with my ex poly classmates... We went to Settler's Cafe at Holland V... Its actually a board game cafe... Just like Mind Games...

Wow... Played quite a few types of the board games... Haha... And... Among them... I only heard of 1 before... The rest totally never heard b4... Sooo that can see... I realli got a bad childhood... =( Ok.... Lets get back 2 topic... The board games are realli FUN!!! heeee... It really blows my mind away... Really beri beri beri long never have such a great time le... Bcoz as u all noe... Singapore entertainment are watch movie, shopping, chill and etc... Lucky i got join this outing... =D Heeee...

Hope can have more of these OUTINGS!!! Yeah... Cheers... Heeee...

About me...

2008-01-12T14:48:00.000+08:00

Found a few things on the net 2 describe me... Which part is true or faslse up 2 u 2 decide... Heeee...

LIBRA
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times.

September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

Life Path Number 6
Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one.
Your Life Path Number makes you a both a healer and a provider. You maintain a balanced life and are looked upon by others as a stable and trustworthy person.
You are sympathetic and caring, which makes you a good listener and counsellor. You are able see the best in people around you.
Positive TraitsNurturing, Responsible, Dutiful, Family Oriented, Kind, Stable, Devoted
Negative TraitsIntolerant, Discontented, Dictatorial, Dogmatic

Topic of the Day...

2008-01-01T01:57:00.000+08:00

Ok... Topic of the day... Which is a question posed for myself... Heeee... But its a serious topic oso... I like to discuss things sooo I can broaden my thinking when communicating with diff people... My thinking also might change... Heeee...

Question: Dooo gals realli mind the height of a guy who is shorter than u...

My Ans: Though Im not a gal... But... 2 me... If a gal realli loves me... She will not mind my height... That is what i believe as True Love... Bcoz I can dun mind what others think... If others say this gal is not good or etc... If I realli love her... I will not care abt others comment...

If u have another thinking dooo let me know... Coz till now I know alot of gals mind height diff... Sooo does True Love onli exist with guys who are humorous, rich, tall or able 2 give u security???

It does not mean I dooo not have confidence in myself... Its juz something I realli wan 2 know and wish 2 discuss and know how the gals realli feel...

What type of person am I???

2007-12-31T01:18:00.000+08:00

Here is my 1st official post... Heeee...

If a person ask me what type of person am I... I actually dun realli like to describe myself... Bcoz different people have different opinion and concept of me... Sooo I would rather like people to describe me... Sooo I know what kind of person am I actually to them... Knowing others how they feel abt me is better than how I think of myself... Bcoz I might be bias in one way or another...

Unconsciously, I might not know some of my good or bad points... What I think might be a good point, others from another angle might think likewise... Its not bcoz Im affected by what others say... Whereas I shld say is knowing how others think of me can either be a reference or opportunity for improvement... I can also know whether are there some good points others do not know or are there some bad points I did not realise...

Juz wanna be a better person with better character...

There is a saying... "A leopard will never change its spot"... BUT... There is also another saying... "People will change according to time"... Both are what I believe to be true...

Sooo what type of person am I deep in your heart???

I'm still learning...

2007-12-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

Give me some time 2 make my blog abit nicer... Heeee... +_+"

My this template not nice... Going change soon... X_x Haha... I wan put music... Have nice background... etc...