Monday, December 28, 2009
heeee... anyone miss me??? XD hahaha...now going 2 update since going abt a mth never update my blog le...wat im going 2 update ne???will be on my trip 2 batam... 24 - 26 dec...24 Dec (Day 1):Reached batam abt 1pm... checked into our RTM resort's cottage and the sea view is quite nice...gooo pray as there is a huge guan yin statue...after tat nth 2 dooo sooo decide gooo town...take cab to Nagoya... over there got a Polo Ralph store...over there bought 2 polo and after that went 4 massage...love the massage... its aroma massage... quite nice...after massage went back resort for dinner...for 1st day alone i spent abt S$150... almost scared me... haha...most impt is i only change S$150 to rupiah... haha... sooo left abt 100,000 rupiah...tat nite most happening...coz after dinner went for foot massage which is inside the package... haha... 1 day massage 2 times...after that is xmas countdown... we put fireworks...super duper nice lor... i try the small fireworks...the impact is big therefore need 2 hold onto it tight...the bigger fireworks is much much nicer... 1st time put fireworks and will never forget it...for whole life i really recommend to try it at least once..sooo sooo fun and nice and beautiful the scene... but quite scary oso... haha...after fireworks we xchange xmas gift... and oso we got take alot of foto..coz the outdoor sea view is beri nice sooo we take alot of foto... heeee...we oso played the monopoly card game... its sooo nice and we played for 3 days oso will not feel bored of it... after the game i went 2 slp... inside the room qiang qiang is already slping... therefore i closed the lights... but something happened immediately after that... those with weak heart or afraid with ghost story pls skip the next paragraph and gooo 2 the following paragraph...immediately after i closed the lights... less than 20secs i started 2 hear alot of things... soundscupboards drawing in and out... dragging of cupboards... coin dropping sounds...in my mind i was thinking is it a thief or a ghost...if its a thief im in trouble as if i sit up i might get stabbed or wat...i oso got hear my wallet and notes sounds... at this time my heart is really pumping fast..coz after sooo many years i hear it again... the last time i saw ghost and hear funny things is when im in tekong which was 4yrs ago... i oso can feel that there is a hand going 2 touch my hp which is by the side of the bed...finally suddenly qiang qiang turn his body over and touch me and realise im in the room... then i say yah its me... sooo i take this chance immediately sit up and turn on the lights...however when i turn on the lights i saw nth... sooo i opened the room door... when i open the door i was damn scared... wei ask me wat happen and i told him i hear alot of noises but he did not catch the hint... the gals never heard wat i say... but kai heard tat therefore he kept quiet...i was still thinking whether is it a thief sooo i open the cottage back door and i slammed my both feet as i walk along the corridor...the cottage is made of wood de...i checked that all windows are sealed and i take out my watch, wallet and hp and put at the living room... and i went back 2 slp with qiang...after i off the lights all the sounds are back once again... qiang qiang is totally out of the situation lor... think he tooo tired tats y...sometimes the cupboard sounds are quite loud sooo kind of scary...and like tekong tat time... once again i feel something is slping beside me again...my heart of coz is still pumping fast...but as long as tat thing never say anything or dooo any other thing funny for me i still can take it... as i oso got experience in tekong b4...but still will scared de... i slpt in a position when im resting on my right hand...i have 2 admit im scared and dare not move... and think my hand cramp for few hours... sooo i slowly move my body posture once in awhile... and 3hrs later finally at a position when my hand is free... after tat i fall aslp and its day 2 le...25 Dec (Day 2)tired when wake up... went 4 breakfast and after tat went for city tour with the tour guide... went 2 few places... after tat gooo for dried food shopping and lunch...this holiday eat alot.. haha...but the seafood lunch is bad... coconut is plain water... flavour of food totally fail...the resort food is much much nicer...but the best thing is went 2 shopping mall...went 2 massage again... haha.. shiok ar... tis time round is Javanese massage...i think i will prefer this massage ba... very comfortable and the ambience is good oso...coz is individual room... but more expensive compare to the 1st massage i gooo...but still alot cheaper as compared 2 SG de...any guys or gals wanna gooo batam i will recommend this 2 places for massage... ^_^for more details pls contact me...XD ahahaha...the shopping mall is called Batam Centre - Mega Mall... after massage went 2 eat A&W...but again the food is bad... the chicken meat is tooo dry and fries are salty...the root beer floated does not taste tat great oso...after eating went 2 polo ralph shop 2 buy another shirt...this time round have 2 use credit card le...coz already owe eng S$37.50, wei S$15, xiang S$2, hy S$6 (all are transfer to S$ for better calculation)... but hy the cab fare is in S$... everyone thought abt 100 - 150 shld be enough but end up coz of polo ralph stuff sooo end up not enough... haha... if i noe i will change S$500 le...i hate the feelings of being poor... last time i got poor b4 sooo i noe the feeling...and it being poor my mood will be beri foul and might even irritate others...sooo thats is why now i always got spare cash...seldom got things will made me angry... sooo this is one of the factor...sooo tat nite we are quite pathetic...and i crack a joke 2 my buddies telling them other than those money i owe them i still got S$50 and rupiah 3,000... which is abt S$0.45... hahaha...i keep saying i got rupiah 3,000... haha...after eating dinner we went back drink Chivas... this time round there is nooo ice therefore the taste is quite strong... played a few rounds and a few ppl stop le... including me...coz w/o ice the taste really... wow~~~after we stop we played the monopoly cards again... think few days we played alot of times... haha... ok... after finish playing the game...i need gooo back same room slp again... hmmm... this time round is kai slp with me... change partner... haha...now he suggest we on the toliet lights and we never close the room door... like that the room become alot brigther compared to 1st day where it is totally dark the lor...true enough... i never heard any noise... and we 2 still got chat awhile b4 we slp...a peaceful 2nd nite...alot of ppl say im couragous... some even say that they will scream if they hear the noise... haha...but i suggest 2 everyone when u hear or saw that thing... pretend u never see it...i got a frenz who saw those things and scream at them...the next day he has a car accident...26 Dec (going home day)we gooo eat breakfast at the resort again coz its free and we realise the food is totally the same... haha... sian... but the egg is not bad lah...nth much 2 update... but tat time after reach home gooo out watch late nite movie again...super duper shag... haha... today slp late again... gosh...ok... that is the end of my interesting 3 days 2 nite batam trip... though got scary things happen but i still love this trip... i totally feel beri beri relax... love this feeling~~~
pen at 1:55 AM
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sorry for the late update...Just updated my previous post and today update a post quite long ago also...Went to Shin Kushiya on 15 Nov to eat with Juan...It is located at Vivo city #02-120...I ate Nabeyaki Udon ($14.80)... It is SUPERB... it is really nice~~~My expectation 4 food is high... sooo when i say nice it must have a nice level of standard...most importantly... the service is oso EXCELLENT...price is about the same as Sushi Tei...u can also request to sit at the view where u can see sentosa...we oso ordered side dishes such as Kinoko Tofu ($6.80), Black Yakitori ($2.20), Enoki Maki ($2.60), Desserts are Cream Bulee ($4.80) and Kuro Goma Heaven ($7.80)...Its worth the price... for the yummy dishes and services definitely made me wan 2 gooo back for more!!! missing the taste now!!! heeee... Total bill is $70.40... sooo it depends on what u order also... ^_^Recently also bought clothes at Man Master... total buy 4... heeee... I LOVE THEM!!! ^_^Spend alot... heeee... last mth my budget burst... think when bonus come i will save alot... coz alot of shopping are done ba... and my sch fee i already set aside the amount of $_$ needed... sooo can spend abit... =pRecently i also being put aeroplane by a frenz... i hate the feeling of tat... whoever wanna meet me and end up cant meet pls at least let me noe... thx...PS: would like 2 thx Juan at times willing 2 share my sorrow and joy~~~ really appreciate it~~~ u are the 1st gal frenz of mine tat i shared sooo much of my things with... among my life now... there are 2 person that i shared my secrets, dreams and feelings with... they are Juan (Shu Juan) and Qiang Qiang (Yongqiang)... Juan hope u always be happy and ur r/s be a blessing oso... ^_^ Qiang... Love u always... XD hahaha... Sounds sooo gay... +_+"okok... gtg slp le.. nite nite...
pen at 12:47 AM
Monday, November 16, 2009
Last sat went 4 foot massage and the massager said that my chest area is feeling kind of cramp... and its true... last few weeks the work has keep trapping in my chest and i feel hard 2 breathe though...after the massage i feel sooo sooo much better...would like 2 recommend a place for foot massage...its at People's Park Complex - Mr. Lim Foot Reflexology...over there got a variety of massager but i would highly recommend a gal - Dorothy (not sure if spelled correctly) heeee...among a few ppl i tried... she is the only one who got all my accupoints correct... initial is painful but after that felt relieve... she oso told me how 2 breathe and how 2 dooo some simple massage... heeee... next time anyone wan 2 let me try i dun mind... ^_^
pen at 9:58 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Recently i faced alot of problems... and not convienent to post at FB due to i added some people...even here wat i say oso muz be discrete... but i will still say most of the things...working in an environment i will be facing 5 types of network actors...these 5 network actors i cannot state who are they...but they are people in the environment who will either affect my work or being affected by my work...recently i wan 2 find ppl 2 chill out and relax... but... suddenly those ppl who are close 2 me cant meet me...i find out and realise i need 2 expand my network of frenz and buddy... i dun need ppl 2 listen 2 my complain...but accompany me gooo out will dooo... need 2 unwind...dunno why recently kinda hard 2 find ppl...today when reach home i stone at the sofa doing nothing... after that stone at the toliet bowl before going to bathe...regarding the problem that i faced...among the 5 network actors... 4 network actors totally are not supportive...According to Hersey-Blanchard Situaional Leadership Theory... What i get is the delegating (not telling, selling or participating) but i dont mind...According to Hertzberg 2 Factor Theory... Hygiene Factors are "Supervision, Relationship with Colleagues, Job Security and Wages" are met... However achieving them will lead to netural (neither satisfaction nor dissatisfaction) Motivator Factors are "Sense of Achievement, Recognition and Responsibility" are not met...Currently what is most suitable to illustrate in my situation are listed below:According to Vroom's Expectancy Theory... The Valence of Outcome is outrageous... Therefore Expectancy and Instrumentality is negative...There are changes and followers shows nooo commitment and compliance but resistance due to incompatible vision and values...It is not only affecting my work but also my personal life...
pen at 8:08 PM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Its not about the work load... It abt the ppl... and... I have lost my motivation...Im a self-driven person... but this time... Im on the verge of suffocation...What is worse is my exam is coming...and this greatly affects me... this 2 days not much motivation and concentration 2 study...im trying my best and i have 2 take it down my strips...i will dooo it... but not sure how much more i can take...is this that far i can gooo... i doubt sooo... but sometimes... cant find anyone 2 tok 2...all the stress burden in myself can be quite tough 2~~~
pen at 9:46 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
how am i feeling now???
with regards 2 my previous post...
my result actually is Distinction level... with this assignment it pull down my whole grade...
i have written 2 SIM - RMIT for a remark by another lecturer..
though i noe quite impossible but i have done my part..
even if they dun allow...
i will also accept with the fact...
as for work... on Fri 4 Sep... i went 2 boat quay 2 drink with one of my ex army friend...
this is the 1st time in life i drink until that state...
a state where i was sooo high...
i noe wat im doing... but i cant control wat i talk... haha...
i asked my frenz 6 times where are we...
i saw 2 guys wanna fight but i dunno why ppl shld fight...
i dunno why we need $_$
i dunno how much i need 2 gooo home...
i dunno alot of things... haha... during that time... time realli passes sooo slow...
and i keep talking 2 remind myself 2 keep myself awake...
but miracle is i manage 2 gooo back home on my own...
haha...
as for today... i slpet till 1:33pm... i myself quite shock also coz i seldom slp till sooo late...
think im tired coz of fri drinking and sat gooo jurong safra sing ktv...
my feeling now is nooo feeling...
bcoz i dun wan 2 think of anything...
pen at 6:22 PM
Thursday, September 3, 2009
hai... *take a deep breath* hai...
1st thing i wan 2 thanks kerwin aka win and yongqiang aka qiang for your console...
been sooo many years of buddies... know when i got problem give me advise and console me...
especially win... u urself got problems le... still call me and ask abt me...
im quite touched... really... buddies for sooo long... and both of u are still my best buddies...
mostly abt work stuff... i dun wish 2 comment here...
but... for those who know the whole stories...
its a big big thing for me that i cant even react or breathe...
its sooo big a problem... anyone pls raise up your hand if u know in front is a pool of shit and u still will jump inside...
that is my situation now...
there is always opportunity for times like this... and i myself know it...
but... if u know my situation... u will understand wat i mean...
b4 opportunity start... i have already sink inside the pool of shit...
to have opportunity i need 2 have good support... sooo how can i rise and shine when i cant find any opportunity...
if i cant find opportunity... how can i survive... and u are pushing me from the top... thx man... and this is wat u always dooo... that is why even at crisis our turnover rate still sooo high...
to cover ur backside... sooo im the one down there...
sooo have u think and plan carefully... NOOO!!!
my previous company i have 6 subordinates under me sooo i know how 2 manage and i know wat are the keys 2 be a successful leader... but... I NEED THE RESOURCES...
WHICH LEADER CAN BE A SUCCESSFUL LEADER WHEN HE HIMSELF BEING A LEADER HAS NOOO SUPPORT...
whereas for studies... i FAIL MY ASSIGNMENT...
THE 1ST TIME IN UNIVERSITY THAT I FAILED...
i got confident in my project but i still fail...
pls dun bullshit and say i will learnt from my mistakes...
becoz im totally confident in wat im doing...
i shld not get this grade... for my whole of uni... this is the worse lecturer i ever seen...
my overall grade for uni is very near to Distinction level...
and this result is pulling me down...
and if the next assignment she fails me again...
i will flunk this module...
IM DOING MY BEST FOR MY STUDIES AND CAREER AND THIS IS WAT I GET...
sooo wat im being promoted... sooo wat im the head...
the best thing is the HR called and say my title for now shld be an executive...
GREAT... they promote me in jul and dun change my title...
all this bad news are driving me crazy...
at this pt of time... i really start 2 see more n more clearly who are those who realli cares for me...
pen at 10:58 PM
